Come to school early one lor.. But haf to wait for Esther who is always late.. Thanks to her man.. Jus kidding la.. We not angry wif u.. We are late by 1 min.. Next time 10min after our mtg time dun wait for her le la.. Sho sickening.. haiz.. Well, in lecture also so boring.. Wanna sleep one lor.. But fortunately didnt.. Probably cos i slp late? But i slept slightly ealier than usual leh.. haiz.. In the library we studied HS 1036.. Got test ltr.. Sigh.. Panic.. Now still can b blogging.. Funny sia mi.. Well, break for a while la.. Cant think now anyway.. Den in the library keep typing message to Marie.. Both of us are talking about our personal things... Haix.. Why life like dat!? If only it changed for the good.. Mayb God wants it this way.. Haiz.. It's probably better for us... Angel u good..Hurt mi ytd.. Wait for ppl nvr wait for mi! Or r u waiting for mi? Well, cant assume anything lor.. But no matter wad.. I'm still touched by how u treat mi! Must always look on the bright side of life right? So sad man.. Well, I'll cheer up soon! Dont u worry.. -Looking on the bright side of life- Even Marie was saying abt it.. U too nice le la.. Like dat everybody will fall for u so easily.. Was in the lib talking abt u lor.. haix.. Sad.. Marie, i pity both of us.. Sad at the same time.. Going thru the same problems.. haix.. We were like contemplating should we go lib, com lab or canteen after lecture.. Haiz.. I wanna go anywhr expect com lab one.. Cos i noe i would use the com instead of studying.. Like now.. Haiz.. See la.. So naughty.. Well, i was qte sad in the end they chose com lab.. Haiz.. Kk, book is in front of mi but i'm not even taking a glance at it.. Opps.. Hearing heal the world.. Bring mi back all my memories.. I love memories... But of cos, good ones.. Hear too much of this can make mi sad sia.. Opps, I'm change song le.. Kk, got to study for test le.. >>Peace out, Joline>> |
At school now using the computer doing Computer Applications.. Cant think of wad to write le.. Brain crashing.. Opps.. Mayb got idea then write.. Must go ask Angel how to do the hyperlink le.. Need somne help here and there.. Must go n ask computer expert.. haha.. Think kinda silly lor.. The lecturer nvr even teach want us to go n do.. Mayb that's wad they say teach less, learn more.. Ermz.. If they dun teach, how to learn? Hmm, next time wanna learn Malay lor.. So cool ok.. Haiya, Peranakan wad, must noe a bit too.. Den can talk to Malay friends using their language.. How cool can that be!? Hehe.. Yipee, other schools are having holidays now.. The pri, sec n Jcs.. Hip hip horray for them while we are still in the midst of schooling.. Unfair!! Well, we will still have our breaks soon right? I wanna go out wif James, Yiling, Sammie, Kelvin and Charlene one lor.. All of them in JC now.. Only mi in Poly.. Sniff sniff.. But we are going to haf our holidays soon too!! Just completed week 6.. Week 9 is our holiday! Heys, got 2 more weeks to go.. Hehe.. Time pass faster leh.. Still havent complete making the present yet leh.. It's due soon.. Wat to do? Haiz.. Well, if cant then mayb i'll give wad i gave to Sam for b'day present.. All my sweat n blood inside lor.. Ermz, seems like i'm repeating myself.. hahas.. Oh no!! Next time grow up will nag like mummy.. I dun want that to happen!! Something happened when i was in the cubical jus now... Freaked out man!! Close the door den suddenly feel something drop right in front of mi.. To my horror, it was a lizard.. It's not that i'm scared of lizard.. I was too shocked for words.. Screamed man.. haha.. Esther, Branda, Marie, Mary n Jane tot wad.. Opps.. Sorrie.. I scared them too! Realli funny man.. So freaked out until almost cry.. In the end, Mary took my bag out for mi.. Thanks ah!! Realli paiseh man.. Haha.. Had a great laugh.. People came in the toilet thought wad happen sia.. They also scared to go to that cubicle too.. Opps.. First time use the com at com lab until 5+.. So wasnt used to it.. At abt 5.05 they give us a warning that the computer is shutting down within 5 min.. We all like got so much things to do.. Save wadever we need to save.. Hurry up complete wadever we need to do etc.. Stress like dat.. Later cant save blah blah.. hahas.. I didnt even rmb if i got sign out a not.. Opps.. Marie bought the chocolate she bought at NTUC ytd.. Nice.. hehe.. Took so many from her.. opps.. Will pay you back. Haha.. 10 cents? hahas.. School so ex.. Must go to NTUC n buy, so much cheaper.. like 40 cents cheaper.. And somemore we are broke!! hahas.. We are like supposed to go to sentosa or mayb Esplande and K Box etc.. Haiz.. Not now.. Money flying away.. Anyway thanks for sending that angel song to mi!! hehe.. Nice!! Love my B1 cum cheeky chickie.. |
Had clinical test today.. Nervous sia.. Trembling like crazy.. The waiting part is the worst lor.. I think i realli make myself stressed like anything.. I tried to take people's pulse but i cant feel anything!!! This is horrible.. Scared.. I tried taking esther's pulse wif branda.. in the end i miscounted.. oh no!!! Craps.. I'm super nervous.. Well, prayed qte a few times.. Calmed down after a while.. Yeah, next person is mi!! -shiver- Went in the Lab.. Here goes my death sentence.. Another girl came in wif mi from that auntie's grp.. She sickening lor take all my opportunities away.. First the card, follow by the trolley dn the disposal bag.. selfish la she.. purposely only!! Fortunately the card i took was not difficult.. hahas.. I was extremely surprise when i got it.. It wasnt a bad thing that the girl chose the card first!! hahas.. Mr James Barker!! Woots! hehe.. Smiling happily to myself man.. Cant believe my eyes lor.. Super duper happy inside.. But still that's jus the starting.. The worst is yet to be.. Prepared the trolley then took the clinical chart.. I wasnt even good at all!!! I overheard the mistakes the others do den i immediately do the correct one.. Opps.. Anyway, it's part of learning right? If they dun commit the mistake, i wont noe lor.. Called my patient (esther) to come in.. See her so nervous also.. Haha.. Patient leh, nervous!? Told her abt the scenario i got.. Mr James.. Hahas.. She also laugh man.. Then i explained everything to Ms Penny lor.. She like qte strict leh.. Scared lor.. Taking the respiration first.. den almost to the ending, that auntie disrupted ms penny cos belle took her lanyard nvr return .. I'm so glad that she disrupted Ms Penny lor.. Cos i think i miscounted.. Opps.. God so merciful!! Den i took the reading for respiration again.. haha.. Esther has 20 breaths per min leh.. Fast sia.. Tachypnea.. Wrong term la.. Well, took the pulse.. oh no!! I'm like so nervous.. I couldnt even feel the pulse correctly!!! Arghz.. Trembling!! I could not count correctly.. Always miscounted.. Then tried 2 times le.. I noe 3 times dun get it, fail.. Arghz.. I cant fail.. This determines my results for clinical leh.. Prayed to God.. For the 3rd try, i got it right!! Yippee... Thank God!! Super nervous lor.. Even Penny tell mi no need to b nervous.. Yeah, wad is thr to b anyway i told myself.. Next time go out also haf to take patient's vital signs wad.. It'll b part n parcel of our lives.. So i calmed down n relax a little.. Den took blood pressure.. I'm not too sure if need to take estimated a not.. So i jus take to b safe.. Den Penny ask mi, wad's the estimated systolic.. so i told her lor.. den i take the systolic n diastolic.. Whew, got it right.. After esther left, felt so calmed down now.. Penny asked mi qte a lot of qtns.. so i told her everything.. Hehe.. Got all right!! So many hiccups in the exam.. Nervous.. Bleh.. Well, den document my findings.. Not too bad.. Except for the time n the line.. More or less correct.. Learnt so many things today.. Great! She was like.. Ok, i pass you.. I was like kinda surprised cos i tot i did qte badly.. Thank God!! Went out wif Paul and Marie to Changi General Hospital.. Paul wanna get sum First aid stuff for NPCC... Bought so much stuff that cost $60/+.. Den after that Marie n i headed to east point for lunch or izzit dinner? haha.. To Marie is dinner, to mi is lunch.. Didnt even haf time for lunch cos got the exam.. Crap! Well, bloated! Hehes.. Went pet safari for a while.. See the dogs.. Love the black n silver schnauzer.. Play wif mi sia.. Hahas.. Saw a dog which look like callie.. Cute!! hehe.. Went back home.. Hmm.. Got a quiz for you.. do try it ok? it wont take much of your time.. jus 5 qtns onli.. thanks.. click on this link and try it! http://www02.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050525075024-619367 |
Today got so many breaks.. Well, did project.. like nvr do like dat.. Anyway, bored.. Tmr got clinical test!! Must study.. Dun wanna fail!! Pls.. Angel, help mi!! And you too! All the best for ur test.. hahas.. Was like reciting wad to say to marie all the APIE thing.. More or less rmb le.. just need to revise.. Hopefully wont breakdown n forget everything.. Daddy come back from China today! He bought soo many clothes for mi.. haha.. thnks dad! Kk, dun intend to write a long ntry today... Miss my Angel!! Nitez ppl, JoLiNe signing off! take care.. |
First time sit our new car!! Shiok~ haha.. Cool air con.. I'm loving it.. Hehe.. Meet Esther and Neh neh at City Link b4 going to esplanade to watch Anderson junior college band.. Nice.. Like the symphonic band play only lor.. They played Veneriuses or sth.. Opps dunno how to spell.. Their choice piece for SYF.. Not easy i'm sure.. Heard Yiling say b4 that their rhythm not easy.. Keep changing time signature.. Saw a lot of ppl i know from percussion section! Cool.. hahas.. Got Charmaine, Elim, Jia Xing, Jeremy, Stephanie and of cos yiling.. I can identify yiling the easiest man.. Prominent!? Anyway, they played phantom of the opera.. Got a girl scream.. Cool sia.. Then they played one of my favourites pieces i played in secondary school! OMENS OF LOVE~ Haha.. Love it to the core.. Still rmb last time Alex and Mel play the solo part.. Miss telok kurau percussion band.. Sniff sniff..But now things change le la.. So different.. Then got intermission.. After that the chinese orchestra play.. Nice but boring.. Cos i not used to it.. I prefer symphonic band.. Though the CO got gold n the band got silver.. Probably i bias la.. Anyway, the band n CO join together n play for the finale.. Cool! Hahas.. So exciting.. Encore~ Hehez.. Great performance! Went to see the merlion n enjoy the breeze wif esther n neh neh.. Sit at the steps thinking of angel.. Nice.. Well, wanted to leave them alone one.. Ermz but better not, later esther scold mi.. Opps.. Den we walked to Boat Quay or izzit Clarke Quay.. Opps.. The one near the Westin Hotel.. Talking abt hotels.. Wanna see the interior of Fullerton one.. Very grand! Hehes.. Den went back home from Raffles.. Yeah.. Esther n Neh neh go Orchard eat.. She good ah.. choose ex den choose mi.. Hahas.. Kidding.. Anyway, went back to come online! Wah.. So rare that angel start talking to mi first! Keke.. Thanks for taking the initative! |
Had qte an arguement wif my siblings last night.. Was so disappointed.. Haiz.. Wasnt feeling the best of mi.. Thinking of Angel.. Kinda miss her so much.. Whenever, i rmb that Angel is always by my side to protect n and care for mi wherever i go, i wont be feeling that bad after all.. So glad that God had send such a great pal to mi.. So touched! This few days have been treating Angel so differently.. Dunno why.. Mayb bcos i'm too touched by her care? She's so understanding towards mi.. Realli a precious gem.. Love you so much! Aimez mon ange cheri~ Woke up feeling great today.. Didnt want to continue to b so hostile towards my sisters.. So decided to give in a bit.. Well, things were not that bad after all! Hehe.. My eldest sis reorganised her room today after so many days of preparation and stuff.. All the measurements to b taken.. Well, now it does look more spacious n neater! Cool~ Hehe.. Well, compared to our messy room.. It's totally two different worlds! Now my mum wants us to rearrange our room too! haha.. Okies.. Sure, i love doing that! Redecorate.. Sounds a bit like interior designing.. Like wad i always wanted to do.. But it's a calling from God to do nursing.. Anyway, must realli pack all the stuff in my house already.. Wanted to study but ot in the mood for it.. I'm in a playing mood today.. Have to study on HS1026, 1031, 1033 n 1036.. Bleh.. Use the computer so much.. Well, wanted to find a new blogskin.. Seems that the blogskins are not very nice after all.. Tang Wee's one is cool! haha.. But cant get that one la.. If not ppl say i copycat.. Dun wanna b called a copycat.. Well, Alexandre tok to mi on MSN today.. Havent ben catching up wif her lately.. Well, there's a performance coming up during June.. 15-18June in fact.. At ITE college east.. Some drumming percussion stuff.. Sounds cool! hehe.. Wanna go n join man.. Percussion rocks! But haf to see first, has been qte busy wif all my presentations n stuff.. There's so much to catch up.. Especailly when exam's are coming.. Talking abt exams, next week got skills (clincal) exam! Arghz.. Hmm.. Vital signs only pls!? Realli sian of it already.. I hope positioning n ROM exercises dun come out.. Not easy. And I'm not too sure of that.. Need Ms Gwen to teach again.. Blarhz.. Keep drawing pictures for Angel.. Think i sent to much to her already.. Opps sorry.. But i hope you like it.. The purple one is nice.. Hehe.. Spend time drawing it at Toa Payoh ytd wif Marie.. hehe.. Opps.. Love the colour pens! Great! I have no money to buy le.. Sniff sniff.. Well, must save up to get them! Drew n took pictures.. Crazy abt it already.. Tried drawing on the cup.. So horrible.. Hmm.. Dunno wad to do.. Call Esther to tell her that.. She say she'll help mi buy the pens tmr.. So tt i can use it! Cool~ Once write wrongly cant erase leh.. Scary sia.. I very careless one leh.. How? Haiz.. I spent so much effort in doing this present.. Hope the receiver will like it! Hehe... All my sweat n blood leh.. Kidding. One of the rare times i spent so much effort one presents.. One of them is the soap i gave to Sammie.. Hehe.. I made them.. Took at least 3hrs to do them.. Hehe.. Going to watch AJ concert band tmr! Yipee.. Going to see "daddy", "mummy", "jiejie" n yiling! Hurray~ Hope they can interact wif the audience then that'll b fantastic! Kk, got to go now.. Love my darling angel! |
Haiz.. Stayed up late today to wait for Angel.. Well, haf to do like 2 projects within a night.. Realli pity her.. It's like her group members never even help her at all.. Oh man.. So sad for her.. I realli wished that i could go over to help her lighten her workload.. Haiz.. Stayed up to accompany her though we wasnt even talking.. At least I wont be so worried for her.. Slept abt 1+. and woke up at 5+.. 4hrs of sleep!? Haiz.. Qte little.. But i wanna sacrifice wad.. Was touched by her so many times because she was so caring towards mi.. A little sacrifice cant b compared to her care.. Went to school qte tired.. 3 hrs in that lecture room! Cool sia.. Haiz.. Was wearing the wrong outfit for the day.. I shouldnt be even wear so formal today.. Gone crazy le.. haiz.. Last lecture for HS1026.. Going to miss Ms Gwen n her experiences.. Sigh.. Did our presentation stuff.. Got a lot of stuff to do man.. We tried so many times to do sth but comes out futile.. We need more ideas!! 2 projects to b completed within a day!!! Arghz.. Yesterday was Angel's and now mine.. Well, at least i had a group to do wif.. Stress ah!! It's like got much many stuff to do at the last minute.. We cant even think of any ideas etc... Realli brain dead.. Cant survive for tmr's presentation!! Great.. Well, thank god it is not counted for exams but still we have to do our best though.. Went back home abt 7! It's the latest that i ever step out of nanyang poly.. One great news, the fountain is working again!! Hip hip hurray! Talking abt fountain we went to the swimming pool ytd to see Paul swim.. haha.. Drizzling.. Well, marie n I was admiring the sky.. We love nature! haha.. We were singing happily away while waiting for him to bathe.. We want to swim soon too though the last time we swam was at Bernard's hse.. haha.. Oh well.. Miss the pool! Think got to slp early tonight.. Brain is like half asleep.. Hopefully we'll do a good presentation tmr! I dislike presentation man.. Poly got countless of it!! It's like one week got at least 2 to finish.. One after another.. Every break and after school haf to stay back to do.. So sick n tired of it.. Even Marie is like saying she dun want to take up nursing already.. So busy n hetic.. Somehow regreted.. Well, mayb it is jus part n parcel of our lives.. Watched the video on crossroads talking abt this lady who wanted to quit nursing too.. But in the end she stayed bcos of qte a few factors.. Realli admire her perseverance! Anyway, eyes r closing.. Nitez, JoLiNe signing off~ |
Aimez mon ange cheri.. Je m'ennuie de vous. Il a été dur sur vous avec tous ces charge de travail lourde. Y compris des tonnes de travail et de travaux domestiques. Sympathise de Realli vous. Chose tellement faible. Tellement choses vous confondant. Espérez vraiment que je pourrai aller plus de vous aider. N'importe ce que, faites le perservere et naturellement, ne négligez pas votre santé ! Advienne que pourra, vous serez toujours mon ange se tenant dessus.My friends were like saying I'm too obsessed wif all these things.. haiz.. Perhaps.. I realli dunno...In such a dilemma now.. I'm like thinking abt it all the day.. Wish i could, but i noe i couldnt.. You are my angel.. My darling angel... Was like thinking abt this song for qte a while.. So sad that I couldn't make it for tmr's badminton game.. Some other time kz? Charlene u all must rmb to organise more outings n stuff like dat.. Got project work tmr n also piano lesson at night.. Sorry cant make it.. Realli sorry.. |
Didnt come online yesterday!!! Oh man.. haha.. Finally broke my record.. Geting addicted to it so must put a stop.. Haiz.. Later still continue using again.. Bad habit!! Watch House of wax yesterday.. Not scary at all.. But just gruesome.. So yucky.. Lido cinema very different from the rest.. First time been in thr.. Came back qte late.. Call my Angel.. Talk for qte a while.. Miss my angel sooo much.. hahas.. Sorry leh.. I'm realli not sad... Just happy. Glad that i talked to you!! So long nvr see already.. Got so much hw to do also.. Must have proper time management ok? Study hard!! JC life very stressful.. Haf a lot of Project work n stuff... Must take good care of yourself leh.. Dun neglect ur health!! Skinny angel le.. Must eat more.. Drink lots of water.. I noe u getting sick soon.. Take care! Tired must take enuff rest hor.. Dun keep tiring yourself out.. Went to telok kurau sec this morning.. Pass Alex the exam papers.. Her mummy so nice, fetch mi home.. Saw qte a few juniors.. Realised that someone was getting more dao than ever.. Haiz.. Who cares!? Lecture is as boring as ever... Girls behind super damn noisy.. Wanna glue their mouth man.. Clinical we do sponging.. Cool.. haha.. Realised that Marie n I haf so many similarities.. Oh man... Really too many.. Haiz.. Angel's birthday coming soon..l Dunno wad to get for him.. hahas..
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So tired today.. Though haf a few lessons but still tired!! Well, had our first lesson at K2 on fall prevention.. Eh, i realli think that the government should change system lor.. They should make pressure ulcer a lawsuit instead of fall lor.. It is like fall is so common.. If u haf pressure ulcer, it's realli the nurses fault.. but when a patient fall, it can b due to the client's fault.. haiz.. So silly.. Mayb work overseas better huh.. haiz.. Still considering whr to go.. Singapore or overseas?! Had clinical today.. Model again!! haha.. this time change bed linen.. haha..All i have to do is jus lie thr.. Marie, jealous a not!? Haha... Not too bad la.. Jus haf to rmb all the bad habits.. Got 4 hours of break so we went to AMK central to eat.. Walk from NYP to the hawker centre.. haiz.. Far and not worth it.. Anyway, went back by taxi. Cos Marie n Esther lazy to walk.. Anyway under the hot sun leh!!! Dn the taxi driver drove us around NYP lor.. Cos we didnt say whr to stop.. Yeah.. Ended up like dunno whr.. The sports complex.. Ya, dunno wad hockey pitch, tennis court n stadium.. All the entrances like cannot use like tt lor.. So pig.. If tt's the case, y put a door thr?! Finally meet Paul, he was swimming while we went to eat.. Didnt get the chance to see him in swimsuit.. Err, Marie, dun worry, u sure haf the chance to one day.. hehex.. Reached NYP le, walk to Library to book a com.. So silly, the system is like so slow.. Den we walked back to E-plaza.. Eh, no space la.. Den Paul took our seats.. Bleh.. E-plaza so full, walked back to library again!! Haiyo, walk here n thr.. So troublesome.. Well, did CMS n blog.. haha.. Marie n mi again.. Sickening lor.. haha.. Fortunately censored.. hahaha.. Haiyo, in the end paul will still read it.. opps.. nothing bad about u dun worry... Had Bioscience tutorial.. Eh, Esther, our taste the same izzit? The tutor is like so handsome...haha... Since the first day till now so many girls are like crazy over him.. Well, alll of us rmb him as the one who composed "healing touch".. Dr Andy Poh.. haha.. Still can ask married a not.. haiyo... Got looks n brain la.. Not bad.. Haha..Didnt expect him to teach us leh... Good, many of the girls sure score in Bioscience.. haha.. After bioscience, had electives.. Tot it'll last for 3hrs non-stop so we bought a lot of junk food.. To think tt it ended like less than an hour.. So cool!! haha.. Wad a relax subject!! A lot of SDL.. Hmm.. Can pass can le.. I wanna learn Malay one lor.. haha... Peranakan mah.. Den can communicate wif the malay patients better.. Cool right!? Anyway noe a bit.. So should noe more.. Like 1-10, left, right etc.. All the simple stuff la.. Like tt when i call diyana easier to communicate wif the grandmother le.. haha.. Sorrie la.. Got the tiredness from my friends le.. Need to stop here for now.. Missing my bed n friends! Kelvin, Charlene, Yiling, Esther, Marie, Alexandra, Samantha etc... So many to name.. Dun wanna rack my brains le.. |
almost late for ICA today.. Well, had our presentation.. Qte bad la i guess.. but hope we wont do that bad.. Very short also.. Haiz.. Knew it from the start already.. Went out wif Branda, Esther, Marie and Tang Wee to Bugis.. Shopping and took neoprints.. Well, they bought qte a few stuff.. As usual, I'm always a window shopper.. Dun like spending money.. Eh, sorrie leh.. My scanner like got problem leh.. Cant scan the neoprints inside.. How?! Went home brought our old chairs down.. Cos uncle jus gave us his chairs.. Well, still rmb the past.. We used to use the chairs to play slide.. We will overturn it and slide down.. That was like dunno how many donkey years ago... haha.. Realli ages already.. not bad.. still can rmb the past.. miss all those times.. talking abt our childhood years, esther n I was at K garden talking about all the games we used to play when we were young.. So funny. haha.. Paul was suggesting that Marie, Branda, Tang Wee. Esther, himself n mi join NYPSB.. Well, dunno leh.. But it sure sound fun! haha.. I realli dun mind la.. Sweat too much while bringing the chairs that weigh like metal bars down... Need to go n bathe! |
Went to school about 12.. Well, meet Branda, Esther and Paul at YCK MRT station.. As usual, Branda is always early.. Mi n Marie always come together.. Had that Sociology lecture.. Must realli go n revise lor.. If not i wont understand anything.. Sure forget also.. Haiz.. Den had Ms Gwen class.. Clinical skills. Well, she taught us the transfering and lifting of patient etc... Nurses must have good posture too.. Noe where is the centre of gravity and always bring the object close to you.. Like that, you'll haf better balance and control... Used wheelchair too.. Very cool lor.. Haha.. Well, Ms Gwen sit on the wheelchair and Paul pushing her to the handicap toilet.. It seems very difficult like that.. In the handicap toilet got people.. So in the end, we haf to use the girls toilet.. The boys haf to enter to see how ms Gwen teach us to transfer patients from wheelchair to toilet.. Well, the boys very shy.. Dun dare step in the girls' toilet.. Hahax.. Went back to the Lab to continue our lesson.. Ms Gwen used mi as a model or patient.. Qte fun leh.. Like that we can learn better rather than standing there and do nothing.. Got carried from wheelchair to the bed and down to the wheelchair.. She taught us the techniques and etc.. Did our ICA project in the library.. Completed most stuff except the part whr we r supposed to act and the aggressive part.. Haiz.. Friday got ICA le, so fast.. Well, hope our group can do a good job.. Tmr is JCs Band SYF.. All the best to those who r involved! Esp, Yiling, Kelvin, Charlene etc.. Do ur best and get a gold k? hahas.. Inform mi the results.. Thank you! Take care too~ |