Thursday, January 26
2:12 PM
Saw my dearest Cookie ytd!! Hahas.. Miss him lots.. I almost missed him ytd.. Cos i was too tired from school, tot of going back home to sleep.. Then when i took out my keys, i heard dogs barking.. I was wondering if it is cookie or not.. N somemore the dogs barking is like so near... So i dun think it's the downstairs neighbours... Then i went over to Sati's.. Gosh, i really saw the 3 of them.. Pupsy, Cookie n Girlie! Hahahs.. Overjoyed... Yes, n Girlie barked non-stop.. Noisy girl.. Cookie n Pupsy kept jumping on me, cos they havent seen me like for at least half a year. Hahas.. Love them lots.. Cookie n Pupsy havent really changed. Except that Pupsy became more active n forever intelligent n Cookie still having sensitive ears.. Brought Cookie down when I have to pass Sharon jiejie some new year goodies. The other 2 started barking as usual.. hahas.. I hope they keep mum sometimes.. Cos Baby Cyrus is slping.. They too noisy sure wake him up one. Brought Cookie for a walk.. Cookie is as obedient.. Unleashed him n walk for a while at Siglap Park Connector. Cos we r the only ones there.. I called out to him n he followed me.. I run for a short distance, he followed.. How fun!! Saw Lucky n Kenji during the walk. Heard abt Kenji's sickness.. Tick flu.. Gosh, how ticks r deadly.. Almost killed little Kenji. Made him so skinny, rag n bones.. How sad.. Nonetheless, he is still alive n more active than usual.. That's good! Watched SAW2 n a bit of Shutter.. SAW 2 was gross.. But still can take it.. I think Shutter was much horrifying though i jus watch a tiny bit..
Went home study.. N sms.. Busy smsing Chuan Rui n Esther.. Hahas.. Think Dad's bill shooting up.. Thanks to my contribution *cheeky laughter* Chuan Rui funny.. hahas.. It's between us.. Shessh.. Well, if only there's someone willing to accompany me to the beach.. I'm still waiting.. Marie jus went sun tanning, so guess she probably dun need me to go to sentosa wif her so soon.. Btw, she's so red like a monkey ass (that's was she calls herself)?! hehex.. CR so nice, willing to wait for me to study finish then slp.. hahs, but in the end still doze off first. Dun blame him..
Esther's b'day.. Nehneh came over to give her a surprise i guess.. he bought her a wallet.. nice.. N now, in sch, going to give her a b'day bash?! Hahas.. So bad huh? Going to Jurong Point to study wif her later.. I need to mug.. Yup, exams r nearing.. wad to do? i wanna aced in it! If possible...
someone has been ignoring me recently.. or should i phrase it? i wished this wont happen, but it still happens.. i cant change the fact. i want it back the times we used to b so close but now, life has made its turn, n change the world around. too stressed u can say.. but mayb that's not the excuse.. or probably i should jus accept the fact n move on. a million of sighs is left in me. all thanks to u carving all these in my heart. i've sacrificed qte a lot, but you? not as much. everytime i think that i sacrifice so much jus to make a friendship last, but do i see u reciprocating? nah! I think i've put in too much effort, or mayb u dun even want me as a fren? wad else is there for me to say? jus sigh n recall the past. but i think it will never happen no matter how much i wished it had. thanks n thanks is wad i have to say. if that is wad u want, so be it. i've nothing else to add.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Tuesday, January 24
12:47 PM
When the huge, menacing dark rain clouds gathered,
You know things arent going on as smooth as it supposed to be,
Dismayed, grief-striken fills your heart,
You questioned God why had He put you into this test,
And yet cant fathom the reason so,
When that happens,
No matter how dark the skies may be,
I'll find the rainbow that you've been looking for,
Painting a smile in your heart,
Empathying and giving you the solutions,
And there's no need to feel blue,
Because this is a way to strengthen you,
And whatever that time may be,
Remember that I'll always be there,
To cheer, to care and to help you
Till the end..
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
In school com lab today.. Well, jus came here for 1 pathetic lesson.. Anyway, supposed to b 1032 n 1034, but e learning.. Anyway many r absent.. One lesson. How would want to turn up? Waking them from their sweet dreams.. I told myself, don't skip lessons! hahas.. Hope i can endure.. Exams r coming.. Terrible.. So much to revise on n I'm not even halfway thru.. Or u can say, i havent even started.. Plus, stress from peers can make u go crazy espcially when our class has qte a few smart ppl.. Want to get top is tough.. Tols Angelyn n Tang Wee abt the uniform thingy.. We were discussing, mayb we can wear our sec sch uniform to NYP.. hahas.. How cool! anyway, that special day will b on Esther's b'day..
Going to Orchard wif Branda later.. Yup, both of us r in pink today (in fact many of us r in pink!!) Shopping for clothes.. hahas..
Wanna change my blogskin but i still cant find a very nice one.. Hmm.. Guess have to stick wif my current one.. But I'm sure u all get sick of it already right? haix..
Chinese new year is coming! Hongbaos... Will we get more this year? Hopefully no more such thing as economic downturn.. Hehex..
I'm enthu.. Enthu of.... Guess Esther noes.. Hahas.. But i dun think God will make it happen so soon!! I'm like crazy over it.. Make it soon!!! Turning madness!! Pardon me..
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Monday, January 23
12:22 PM
time is drifting us apart,
i noe this will happen somehow,
but i hope that,
friends will still remain as friends..
your closeness meant so much to me,
used to b
n forever will b.
i wish the world can turn around,
but not when u find your cherished one.
I'm happy when u r happy,
cos that's wad we wished to b.
jus by hearing your voice,
can fill my contentment,
that worth more than my precious toys.
i love the times that u cheer me up,
u dun noe how it meant so much.
You r perfect in ur own way,
always making the best of ur day.
sometimes u r down,
i wish i can turn it the other way round.
painting a smile in ur heart,
after that overcast cloud.
I'm happy when u r happy,
cos that's wad we wished to b.
Sometimes u stabbed my heart,
n u didnt even noe,
but i noe it'll come n go,
and probably,
u didnt mean it the way i perceived,
cos mayb i'm jus being sensitive.
U feel my heart not wif words,
but wif actions too.
Brightening up my stormy path,
and allowing me to have a good laugh.
I wished that u can b,
though many times i noe it's not meant to b.
Telling myself time n again....
I'm happy when u r happy,
cos that's wad we wished to b.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
19Jan, Thursday:
Was supposed to meet up wif Alex mei but i think i was there late.. In the end, she had to rush off first.. Sigh.. Well, now she's putting up in Bedok.. hehex.. More convenient.. Ermz, but second thoughts, does that makes a difference?
20Jan, Friday:
Attachment is over!!! Well, mixed feelings. Happy n sad. Happy cos I'll b able to go back to school again n see my frens, no more shift work n dun get paid a single bit, no more cleaning of bedpan. Sad cos I'll start to miss my nurses!! Aww, the are the best people on earth.. I love Bernadette n Maricel in particular..I miss Bernie.. She's nice.. That day talked to her after i got her number.. Hehex.. Opps.. Starting to miss her already. N Maricel.. I love her gentleness.. She's always having a smile on her face. Aww, sometimes looking at them can ease my burdens.. Not that the rest are not nice.. I think they are special!! hahas.. I like Sharon (though she seems qte fierce), Devi (who looks strict cos she hardly smiles, but in fact she's nice), Marilyn (funny at times), Qin Fang (fresh NYP graduate) n many more.. At first i didnt qte like some of them, they'll make me frustrated, and often questioning myself "why are they like that huh?" Well, then try to compromise here n there, smoothing everything out.. Well, Ward 63C of SGH is really busy..!! Bedpan can occupy u the whole day! N mornings, bed bath etc.. Make u work like crazy.. I'm inefficient.. Take so long to complete taking parameters.. Gosh.. Terrible.. Shorthanded? I'm the only student there... N many nurses ordering you around.. Want to do something, there's always a call bell interupting.. Irritating at times.. 13/9 said some touching words, ended up crying in front of her n Kala.. *sob* A simple thank you can make your heart melt. Hehex. Gave my ward nurses chocolates n a card. I knew they love chocolates.. That day at the tea party, u can see them feasting on it.. Yummy yummy.. N a card i wrote, hope they love it.. Mayb pop by to see them one day!? Gave all of them a hug before i left... Going to miss them lots.
22 Jan, Sunday:
Called Angel, gosh i think we've been missing out qte a lot. Well, she was doing her ROM when i rang up.. Opps.. Sorry.. My timing has always been "right".. I think Charlene agrees. I was real happy the way she says hello to me.. So swt n cute.. Ok, think i'm getting head over heels over this.
Sometimes i think, who will realli be there to hear all my cries n joy? Not many.. One of which i could think of is dearie.. hahax.. She's like the only one.. Sometimes i admire her patience.. She n her mark.. Hahax.. We both share things in common huh..
got my new spects.. frameless.. well, many said i look nicer in it.. haha.. thanks! think i pays it off.. new looks in a new yr..!
23Jan, Monday:
Back to school.. Saw Dearie.. Ytd tok to her on da phone.. her house phone got pblm i guessed.. she hung up on me like 4 times!? Hahax.. Cant bear to hang up.. As usual.. I dun bear to hang up the phone... She told me next time wanna hang up must tell me 15 min in advance.. hahas.. This also happens to Angel.. I always dun wanna hang up on her.. Cos i dunno when is the next time i can call on her.. she's either too busy or her parents are like controlling her.. Now having break.. Boring in com lab.. Check my tonnes of mail.. Filling up my inbox.. I wanna be a better writer.. I wanna improve my English n mayb b a poetic like angel?
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Wednesday, January 11
10:15 AM
here at diyana's place using com.. supposed to check for attachment schedules.. i'm so worried i copied the wrong one.. kk, now i doubly sure.. haha. cos i received a call in da morning starting wif 632 sth.. i tot it's from sgh.. gosh.. i'm worrying for nth..
I so scared of IMRs now.. not jus one incident but 2.. I'm so not going to touch IMR if possible.. haix.. Worried.. Why is it always me? Anyway, James going for rehab today.. I didnt accompany.. I want to.. But it's qte early in d morning.. Hmm, i dun mind sacrificing for my frens anyway.. But James didnt want me to go either.. He's worried for me.. Worried that i will get sick.. haha.. Thanks pal!! I noe u care..
Alex going to SGH too to collect her contacts! hahax... Must rmb to sms me when u r there.. see if i'm able to meet up wif u.. hahax.. Missing her lots..
Angel, I simply love my angel.. She's been calling me recently.. I'm so happy!! Never so happy in my life.. These few days, attachment, angel fill up the empty spaces in my life... It makes my life so memorable! I hope angel will continue to do that anyway...
Love my banana.. hahax.. so swt of her wrote nice things abt mi in her blog.. well, she's nice too!
Banana.. Not that u r not nice.. Ya, sth u r evil towards me.. But i always look on the good side od ppl rather the bad.. hahax.. Dunno.. jus feel so attracted to u.. U r my B1 ma.. We think alike ya? Sentosa soon k? Hopefully the weather gets better or else, no suntanning for u.. wahaha..
Gor, u good la.. Ask u read my frens blog for me, then demand present.. wad is this?? hahas.. I forgot le.. U still owe me a treat n drive me back home horz.. hahas.. Wanna see how ur driving skills is up to standard a not.. haha.. But first u better get the license..
When angel is happy, i'm happy.. Hehex.. Aimex mon ange cheri!!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Saturday, January 7
1:59 PM
4 Jan:Attachment has been great so far.. Love my nurses.. They're simply too nice for words.. Well, they may look fierce on the outside but nice in the inside.. You'll nvr noe how nice they r.. Hahas.. Even the sister too.. The patient told me that i have a nice sister.. Yep.. Nice..
Hmm.. That day i went down with a patient for CTT scan.. Well, partially my fault la.. Not supposed to go down.. But cos i didnt see it before.. After that i went back..
5 Jan: The next day, my sister asked if my CI called me ytd.. I was wondering wad happened.. Then I saw my CI.. Gosh.. I jus realised something awful!! Ytd, my sister asked my number. She wanted to call me.. Cos that patient i sent down IMR lost.. Oh no!! But i didnt see any IMR in the first place!? How can it b in my hands anyway??? Well, a misplacement.. Then my CI told me, she was on her way home when my sister called.. She haf to go back to SGH to settle this.. I'm felt so bad.. I'm really sorry.. But i realli didnt even see it! That's y.. Anyway why would i bring a IMR home?? M i siao?? Oh man.. She said it was almost a police case.. ut fortunately it was found.. Dunno where they put.. N blame it on me.. Gosh.. How unlucky was I when it was the first time i sent a patient down.. Haix... Bad bad bad~!
Went to SGH early today.. hahax.. James have his cast removed!! Yipee.. Well, i wore my uniform down n meet him.. So wierd u noe... Like his personal nurse going around wif him for appointments.. But he was the first person beside my NYP friends to see me in uniform.. hahs.. The bills was way too high.. Well, i think SGH should change their system.. Shorter waiting time n also cheaper bills.. I really pity his mummy.. paid so much for him.. Well, James, u better b careful the next time! So u no need to come to hospital anymore...! Well, so glad to b able to see him again.. I dunno.. Jus glad. His such a nice chap... A friend who is really like a friend.. He is jus the ideal person u r looking for.. Anyway, i was reminded not to look only on the good side of him.. hahas.. Opps.. His mummy treated me to delifrance b4 work starts.. Thanks auntie!! The cheese bread was nice.. that was what i ate the last time i visited him.. Anyway i love cheese.. I was glad auntie bought it for me!!! hahas.. Thanks thanks!
6 Jan: Did 2 admissions.. Gosh.. I need a translater!! Translate like siao u noe.. I took abt an hour to complete one.. One of them say, i dun haf any emergency contact person!! Oh man!! what is this?! Then dun wanna sign also.. Say the mummy dun allow her to stay in the hospital!! Madness.. Ok.. Shant talk abt it anymore... But other than that.. Ytd wasnt much busier than the previous.. Lesser ppl going to the toilet.. hahas.. Chuan Rui ah Chuan Rui.. So who is the one?? Must fill me in ok?? I helped u a bit right? hahas.. My dear boy.. That girl is daring sia.. Hahas.. Or mayb i should say she's too open alrdy.. Guess so.. Is it from TKS?? Hahas.. I wonder... Kk, g2g do my case study.. Got lots of things to finish!
Last but not least, Happy attachment to my nyp pals!!
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