Sunday, October 29
12:26 AM
Jus shared with Samantha something! *woots*
Have been wanting to share with her all these while. Despite her busy schedule, she took time to listen to me. Thanks thanks. Deeply appreciated. It's like a burden off my back. Though wad i've shared wasn't a burden. haha.
Thanks for ur lovely piece of advice. I'll bear that in mind. Let God take the lead in everything we do. I'll trust and pray :) And u must remember to look at the stars and not the mud at any circumstances ok? haha.. U noe wad i mean *wink* God loves you, so do i!
Love my bestie, she understands me well! It's been a while, since i last talk to her about such stuff already. I thank God for sending such an angel to me. Haha. *Hugs*
Recently, Esther had told me that she n Sandy, her bestie, talked about sum serious girls stuff too. She didnt fill me in though. Haha. But i know she had learnt a lot of things in life from her. That's nice.
Looks like we all have draw the close connections with our best friends once again. Love that feeling.
Thank you, Lord!
Ps: To all 'O' level n 'A' level students, all the best in your upcoming papers! Shine for the LORD!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Saturday, October 28
1:50 PM
Didnt really make full use of my holidays. Spend most of my time staying at home using internet, watch tv, play piano. I know it shouldnt be this way. *Sigh
Pop by Joelle's and Jeriel's house on Tuesday for swimming. Had a real good time with them. I admire Aunty Karen for looking after this twins. It's not easy to handle a kid, what more two at the same time? I have qte a hard time dividing my attention between the twins. Cos i dun want either to feel neglected. But they have grown up now, they know how to look after themselves. Joelle keeps asking me to piggy back her in the pool. She even asked me to jump into the pool, and because it wasn't the way she wanted, she demo for me. haha.. *ruffles* Jeriel didnt really played much with us as he had just hurt his foot. Poor boy.
Ate dinner with them. Joelle and Jeriel requested to sit beside me. Haha. That means, i have to look after them. After seeing that they r much grown up now, i guess they r able to feed themselves, so i didnt really interfere. Autonomy vs shame n doubt. Erickson's theory. Haha. I can tell that they 2 really love me. So do i! *Hugs* LOL..
Esther was supposed to come over n stay on Thursday, but she couldn't as her mum wants to bring her to her friends' gathering. To think that i'm always looking forward to her coming to stay n the events that i planned for the night.. Hopefully next week...
Went shopping on Friday. Got myself a purple top. My first purple top. One of the first few times that i got myself clothes. *smiles* Bought a hairband too. I wanted that long ago, cos the old one broke. Esther bought lots of things too. She have been shopping a lot recently. Happy for her. Ate Kimchi. Hehe. Tastes similar to the instant noodles my parents bought. But this is slightly nicer. With the nice atmosphere and the nice food. Great! =)
Looking forward to next week! Hopefully will be able to visit East Coast Park and Sentosa once again! *prays*
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Sunday, October 22
10:59 PM
Friday:
Explored Vivo City with Sarah. We started from level 2. Our first stop was the "porch" in which people can enjoy the picturesque view of the sea, Sentosa, Star Cruise and cable car. But the haze spoils the view. But i reckoned that the haze will go away soon! (: I wanna go Sentosa!!! Someone bring me there, please.
There are just too many shops and it's quite impossible to comb all of them within an hour. Though Vivo City itself is big, on the other hand, it is actually quite small. Cos i managed to bump into a few people that i knew.
Went to the 3rd level. That's one place i would love to be in. Played in the "pool" with Sarah. It's one of my batty ideas again. Haha. There's this sign that states "No lifeguard on duty", but the waters aren't even above knee level. And I'm not the only one who commented on that. Haha. Lots of art students went there to draw. Nice ambience and seems like a conducive environment to study, provided that there are not much people around.
We grew hungry after a while, and decided to stop by an eatery. I'm glad i ordered butter sugar toast bread. Love it so much. Now that they just opened, they have a promotion, if you order toast bread (2 slices), you'll get a drink for free! I asked for milo. And the added lots of milo powder inside. *woots* Enjoying my tea break! :D
Went home soon after all the walking, really tire me out. And the air is really bad.
Saturday:
Was supposed to go down for church cleaning. But my nose wasn't really well. So i gave it a miss. But i decided to work on the camp poster. Got Li Heng, Jon and Sarah to help. Cant stand people chasing me for things. Jus get over and done with it. But the poster still needs to be edited. Lack of certain information. Was busy with it the entire day. Read a chapter of 'A Bend in the Road'. Somehow, the storyline seems familiar. Or mayb i had read it somewhere before. Nonetheless, I'm going to read it. :)
Sunday:
Our church commemorates the 489th year of Reformation today. It's supposed to be next week, but because we're celebrating our 16th Thanksgiving Anniversary.
Had choir practice. Our conductor wasn't present, but we have found a replacement, who is able to listen out for our mistakes and correct as when necessary. I personally feels that there's much to be improved on. As for me, i have difficulties projecting. Need to work a lot on that. And our presentation is next week!! Stress. Haha..
Went jogging. It was great and i have someone to accompany, which makes the jog/walk better. Haha. The weather wasnt too bad, not too sunny nor cloudy. Just hazy. The beach was occupied by a lot of families cos it's on a weekend. I prefer lesser people and have the entire stretch to myself. opps.
I wanna go to the beach again!! It had always been my favourite place.
God answers prayers! And I'm really happy that HE did. Thank you, LORD. -overjoyed- =)
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Saturday, October 21
1:48 AM
Did quite a number of quizes lately, cos i didnt have much to do while i'm at home. Spending most of my time, online. Got to do some meaningful ones. My EQ is rather high and so are my logical skills. Well, i dun really trust my results for my logic quiz. Cos i'm at times an illogical person. Sometimes, i dun even know why i can conclude to such a statement. Probably intuition. But most of the quizes show that I'm a jealous person. I agree though. Right now, i can simply count the number of things I'm jealous about. haha. Sounds bad. But yah.. *sigh
To Seng Peng: Heys, cheer up. Deepest condolences to u n your family.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Thursday, October 19
6:50 PM
First time in my life, going out this late. But it's exceptional. :) Cos it's Alex's b'day countdown.
Met up with Ming Jian, AYE n Zhi Tang at Parkway Mac before proceeding to East Coast Park's Mac. One Mac to another..
We reached slightly before 11, but the host isn't here yet. So we sat around n chilled.
Not long after, she's here! We wanted to get sparklers, sad to say, we couldn't find any. But it'll b better with it! We sat under the shelter, talked and catch up a little. Deep in my heart, i was so glad that that someone wasn't here. Opps, how evil. It was almost 12 that Amal asked Alex to pick her from Mac's. I decided to tag along. Amal reached exactly 12! haha.. I gave Alex a big b'day hug. *laughs. Sweet 17, girl! Hope she likes my present.
Went back to meet the rest. Continued our conversations. Alexander, dun b dismayed about wad had happened recently. We're still young. And there's so much ahead of us. Let us move on. Cheer up! I'm sure things will turn out for the better. =)
I wanted to stroll along the beach, but no one to accompany. Haha. Alexander wanted to, but he was wearing his addidas shoes :( Though of asking Bastian to walk with me, unfortunately he couldn't make it at the last minute. He attended a funeral, n his aunt is supersitious, cant mix black n white together (happy n unhappy). *Sigh
Was all ready to take a cab home, when Alex's mum offered to send me back. Thanks aunty!!
Reached home rather late. But was still earlier than someone! =P
Slept late again. Was talking to Esther. Envy Esther n Marie. Aww.. Haha. Lately, I noticed, I'm now the one who initiates to hang up. Cos usually, it's the other party, and i would b very reluctant. haha. Probably, thinking too much on phone bill already. haha..
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Monday, October 16
11:20 PM
Declined someone's offer to meet up. I'm really sorry if i disappoint her. But i think she knows wad is on my mind. And her friend is a social worker? I admire social workers a lot, due to the impression tv dramas gave. Too bad, simply refused to meet up with her. But i didnt really regret though.
To that someone: Thanks for ur advice. Sorry about last night. I made a mess of everything by making u confused n fuelled up with curiosity. But come to think of it, i really didnt make any sense in our conversation ytd. Probably it's the time. I know i was evil but i hoped u understand (:
I thought my day would b free as i didnt meet up with her. However, i soon found a better way to pass my time rather than staying at home, I went to Sarah's place. I was given a choice to either bake a cake or cookies. I choose cookies. We soon gather our ingredients n start off, measuring, mixing etc.. Aunty Poh Hong helped us qte a bit. Since we dun haf brown sugar n cocca, we used milo instead. After a couple of hours, we were done. Baked golden cookies with the aroma of chocolate chips, fresh from the oven. haha. *drools* Left it in the open to harden, so that it'll b crispy. While we waited, we sang songs from RHC. When they r crispy enuff, we packed them into containers. For sale? haha... Nah, for own consumption..
With the PSI of 130, we went ahead with swimming. Yes i noe, "swimming". Silly nephew. Arghz..
Had dinner at their place, sumptuous meal prepared in front of us. Thanks to loving hands that prepared them. (:
Esther coming over to my place to stay over? i cant wait! (:
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Sunday, October 15
9:24 PM
BLESSED IS THE MAN
Blessed is the man, the man who does not walk
In the counsel of the wicked - blessed is that man.
He who rejects the way, rejects the way of sin
And who turns away from scoffing - blessed is that man.
But his delight by day and night
Is the Law of God almighty.
He is like a tree - a tree that flourishes,
Being planted by the water - blessed is that man.
He will bring forth fruit, his leaf will wither not
For in all he does he prospers - blessed is that man.
For his delight by day and night
Is the Law of God almighty.
The wicked are not so - for they are like the chaff
Which the wind blows clean away - the wicked are not so.
The wicked will not stand on the judgement day,
Nor belong to God's people - the wicked will not stand.
But God knows the way of righteous men
And ungodly ways will perish.
Blessed is the man, the man who does not walk
In the counsel of the wicked - blessed is that man.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Wednesday, October 11
10:32 AM
When you're on a holiday
You can't find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And i wanna feel it too
On an island in the sun
We'll b playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can't control my brain
When you're on a golden sea
You don't need no memory
Just a place to call your own
As we drift into the zone
on an island in the sun.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Saturday, October 7
12:01 AM
Last day of attachment! I cant wait for this day to arrive and now it's FINALLY here! Hurray.. My long-waited holidays are here. Sad to say, I havent got any plans during this one month of holidays. Planning to go out with friends and stay at home for most of the days. Provided Branda have found a job, which i have a feeling that that's unlikely. Wanna go overseas too, but doubt have enuff cash. Sigh*
The ward i was in wasn't very bad after all. But the Sisters aren't nice enough. It wasn't even my fault. The nurses who just passed out are qte easy to get along with. Had fun knowing them. But I still prefer NHC. All the staff there are fabulous! Thumbs up to them.
Ting Ting n Xie Jing are going to leave Singapore tonight, back to their homeland-- PRC. Gonna miss them. Take care!! Bon voyage and see you when school reopens!
Haze. Why cant people be more considerate for the health of others? Why must they add more pollutants into the air when we jolly well know that the earth is deteriorating? I understand they have to do that to earn a living too. All i ask of them is to be more thoughtful in future. Sigh*
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Friday, October 6
1:00 AM
Why have You chosen me
Out of millions Your child to be?
You know all the wrong I have done.
O how could You pardon me,
Forgive my iniquity,
To save me, give Jesus Your Son?
O Lord, help me be what You want me to be,
Your Word I will strive to obey;
My life i now give,
For You i will live,
And walk by Your side all the way.
I am amazed to know
That a God so great could love me so,
Is willing and wanting to bless;
His grace is so wonderful,
His mercy is so bountiful,
I can't understand, I confess.
In this world of darkness,
Many lives are filled with emptiness,
They too need to know of Your love.
O Lord, help me point to them
The Truth, the Life, the Way,
And to light each path i tread from day to day.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Wednesday, October 4
10:14 PM
2 more days to holidays. Cant wait for them. I really need a break! 6 weeks of attachment is more than enough. Wad more for our PRCP? It's gonna b 6 months n not 6 weeks. I dunno how will i survive then. Hopefully, i enjoy being in that ward, or else, i'm dread going to hospital everyday. Guess my classmates would hate it too. Sigh*
My com's screen is finally ok! Feels so different now. Dun haf to figure out wad the other party says on MSN anymore. With the vertical lines on screen, u can mistake poly friends as boy friends. And to think that I've lived with it for at least 6 mths. Eyesight is sure to be deteriorating. Thanks cuzzie. Always helping us to repair our com. However, the com is still kinda slow. Probably my com's ram is small.
This saturday has lots of appointments. I scheduled my plans, but things keep cropping up. Haix. I wanna do lots of things, but couldn't. Why must it all be on this Saturday? I have lots of opportunity cost then. Sigh* I hate it.
I predict that I'll b falling ill soon, real soon. Nosocomial infection. I think i had that. Plus, i keep having headaches. this is terrible. And one of my patient coughed right into my face jus now. So nice of him. And i dun haf superb immunity. My body defenses arent that good.
Actually i dun mind being sick, n admitted to the hospital. haha. I noe wad i'm thinking is ridiculous, but ya.. guess esther noes wad i meant. In addition, serving food to B1 and A class patients, makes u drool. They look so sumptuous, such great temptation that most of us cant resist. Opps.
Happy birthday greg! Didnt really keep in contact with my sec school classmates now. But i got to talk a lil' to him. haha. Take care pal!! Sweet 18 (:
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