Busy week. Had one skill test on Monday, theory test yesterday and one more skill test tomorrow.
The skill test on Monday was rather okay as I am more or less confident. But opps, I was a little careless. I did verbalize writing down the date and time, the initials and signature of the staff, however, when on the chart, I forgot to do it.
The theory test yesterday was a killer. Most of us were complaining after the paper. My hopes of maintaining a good GPA flew away :( And I didn't complete the paper on time, plus I realized most of the questions isn't just theory based, it requires lots of thinking. Bleah. I hope tomorrow's skill test can pull my results up. *Prays*
Anyway, that also explained why I was quiet over dinner yesterday. And on top of that, was exhausted as I had little sleep.
Looking forward to after exams! Why? Because we're going to have our holidays! Weee... I'm determined to travel. Yes I am! =x 1st break week would be going to Mei Di's place in Malaysia to stay. Yun Fei asked me to accompany her back to China, and she's inviting me to her place to stay too! Will help her farm, cook, do household chores etc.. If I'm going there, I would definitely experience the good-old agricultural days. Haha. Since young, I've wondered what kind of life farmers lead, even if you read those in books it can never be compared to first hand experience.
Daddy asked me which country would I prefer a couple of days back. He gave me a choice between China and Australia. Since young, my sister and I yearn to pay Australia a visit. So I gave him an answer without hesitation, Australia. He said he would take us there next year! We're still deciding which places to visit. Perth? Sydney? I'm fine with both, all I bother is to ride on a horse and have good sceneries! Heh.
Yesterday's emotions are all drained away because the thought of travelling overseas makes me excited! But that is if I managed to save up that amount of money to travel. *anticipation* haha.
Had turned one year older now. A year older, a year better? I really hope so.
Thanks for the many well wishes I've received. Deeply appreciated. Not forgetting those presents I've received too :) Compared to the past few years, I've been more blessed with presents this year. Thanks everyone.
Guess this year is somewhat similar to the previous years. That aura is still present. I thought things would have changed but it didn't. The same way I felt last year happened again.
Have been feeling rather confused lately. I aren't sure which decision to make, thus ending up feeling so vexed. The closer friends would know what i meant. Overwhelmed with a mixture of emotions. July is just not the month.
Was able to clarify matters with her last night. Alright, it's not really a misunderstanding. But at least I've managed to speak words that came right from the bottom of my heart. I want her to know how i feel and hope it doesn't happen again. I don't want to lose another, or want myself to end up being hurt. Relationships are just so fragile. So cherish the ones who you have now, tell them that you care.
So to all my friends out there, I care :)
Going through so many life experiences made me hurt countless of times. But I know it's part and parcel of life. Learning from past experiences and making a better tommorrow. I know who to cherish and I know who are true to me. True friends are indeed hard to find.
I love my sweeties
*hugs*