Thursday, July 28
12:11 PM
In school blogging.. Bleh.. Ytd went to e plaza after lecture.. We were there printing and printing non-stop... Spent so much.. But wad can we do? It's for ICA.. hahaz.. Well, hope it is worth it all.. We spent so much time on it leh.. We had to stay back ytd until 9+... So late go home.. My mummy scold sia... On the way home sms Chuan Rui.. He funny sia... K la.. Anything happen u responsible huh... LOL.. Well, basically caring is the word to describe him.. Skipped dinner cos Meimei says food not nice.. Opps...
Angelyn smsed me this sms that i wanted to get from Marie(but it so happens that she had deleted the msg). First person send to Angel.. Oh man.. Will she reply?? I realli hope so.. Pls do!!! I wanna noe the answer!!! Aimez mon ange cheri...
Den smsed Marie.. Ken missing??? Oh man.. Wad happen sia... Then i told her so much rubbish.. Mayb he did it on purpose to get ur attention, making u take the intiative etc.. But i dun think he so bor liao lor... Marie recalled that Ken told her he went to eat after bb without bringing his phone out.. No wonder cant reach him..
Saw Jerome.. Qte handsome!? Er, marie ah marie.. Think roughly noe ur taste le la... We dun realli think he handsome leh.. Nice ah, mayb lor... Hmm.. Dun keep thinking abt him/her.. Dunno which one to put.. Cos both also cannot realli say.. Hmm.. Dun think u should go for a booch(dunno if spell correctly).. Ermz, your looks and character should go for a better guy.. I noe she/he likes u, but still, always rmb that u still haf Ken!!! U 2 havent break yet (not that I'm wishing you to).. But if u ask ur father, I think he would choose an Ah Beng rather than a Booch... You see, even your parents can accept Jason.. Wad more Ken? Hmm.. Booch?? It's never going to happen.. Dun even noe how u fall for her/him.
Haiz... Exam tmr, and I'm here blogging.. Must realli go and mug le.. I'm so lazy!!! Am i stressed? Nervous?? Haix.. Pray for guidance~!
Marie and esther didnt come school today.. They good la.. Bully me n Branda... Ytd make us stay up so late den got so lil' time to slp.. U 2 good la.. Can slp until so late... Yawnz.... Think u 2 had a great time slping!! hehez... K la, go n study le.. Will blog if i got the time...
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Wednesday, July 27
5:31 PM
Haiz.. Dunno why.. The craving i used to haf starts to fade away... it is jus a norm... It always feels like that... U start to fancy this thing.. Then after a while, u will stop... Haiz.. Well, I really dun wish this to happen.. Haiz.. I should tell myself to b able to let go some things in my life and stop clinging on to it.. Like Alex and Angel... Haiz.. I feel so silly doing it.. Did i regret the times wif Alex in sec sch? Well, sometimes i do.. But whenever i see her.. Things turn out the other way... I jus feel so nice being wif her.. So fortunate to be her friend etc.. Did we cherish the times together? I will never forget the memories i had.. Spending time in chalet (during her hse renovation, b'day), staying over at her hse (when the alarm clock ring like nobody's business), the precious times in band (see her music skills so good) and going out wif her... Well, I realli thank God for good friends... But sometimes i ponder... Everytime i sacrifice things for them, did they appreciate them? I really dunno.. Mayb, mayb not... Haiz... FOr the past few weeks.. I knew it had to come to an end soon... The feeling couldnt last forever.. In the past I used to always look forward to going online cos i haf so many frens to tok to... (i hope to use MSN soon!) Still rmb the times when we were in SRJC.. It seems practically the entire class is online.. Mass conversation!! So cool ok.. hahaz.. Like some big discussion like dat.. Times when i always tok to Angel..The times when she comforted me when i'm down.. I cant stop thanking you! The jokes that u crack (though it is lame) but still i love it.. Hahaz... Well, now all these things are put to a stop... All i noe now is that I'm going to miss it all over again!!! I cant help it... Haiz... Aimez mon ange cheri! Je 'taime! Etreintes et baisers, JoLiNe=)
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Bhinisa say i never update my blog frequently.. So sorry people.. I indeed didnt update frequently cos i qte busy these few days and my com is still down.. Now in eplaza typing lor... Hmm.. Qte a lot of things happened during the week.. Ermz.. Well, kinda qte stress too...
Firstly, Marie.. She was at Jason's chalet incident.. Kinda qte sad la... Wanna noe more info go to her blog, it's in my link.. Well, qte sad for Ken too.. He kena slap for no reason... Well, so unfair huh.. ANd Marie la.. Always say promise this promise that.. Then in the end also break ur promise... Next time, must realli think b4 u say... Actualli this applies it to me too.. I always jus speak from my heart, insensitive to people's feelings.. Haiz... How wrong of mi... Should change this bad habit... Well, sad to hear wad has happened... I realli hope that u 2 would cherish your realtionship together... Pls dont quarrel over trival matters...
Hmm... so stressed!!! Arghz.. Cos got a lot of things to study... Jus attended Ms Gwen's 1026 revision lecture... Oh man.. Got so much things to study... Haiz.. Realli stressed... What's more clinical assesment is coming... Am i really that prepared??? I hear the qtns the lectures ask my frens during the assessment i was like, "oh man!!!" Haiz... I dunno... I will definitely blank out that day... Help!!! *sigh* So many things to rmb... I realli pity Esther cos she haf ICA, clinical assessment and 1036 theory paper... Oh poor her.. Hope she's prepared... For me, I'm more scared for assessment than theory paper cos of the lecturer assessing you... Like wad Branda say, Amber can make u feel so lowly of yourself, Ms Ong will make you blank out and dunno wad to say, Penny will make you thing that wad u say is wrong etc.... Arghz... Help.. HOw to survive??
So much things to do... For the next few wks.. I must realli mug!! Oh man.. It seems that so many things are important....!!! Ermz.. How to cramp all the info in my head? I'm not a superwoman leh... And worse of all, short term memory... Haiz.. Need God's help...
Haiz.. One unfortunate thing happened on Sunday... I so silly... Send msg to wrong person.. Super duper paiseh.... haiz... I hope Angel will think further... Haiz.. Next time must read twice and thrice b4 sending... Oh man!!!
Ytd went to Esther's house... Hmm, not bad... qte spacious. Her sister so cute.. 2nd sis so poor thing.. Going to break wif bf.. haiz.. Well, played wif her hamster.. so funny sia.. I kinda bad la... "Torture" them.. hehez... Ermz, the owner herself also "torture" them... LOL.. Wanna study there but esther not studying i cant study le... Cook Maggie mee... Hahaz... Den pick Fion up at the child care centre.. Den go Mac eat.. At first Fion so shy.. Den at Mac not so bad le.. Cos she tok and play wif mi.. She very cute... Cuter in real life than photo.. Hahaz.. Well, k la.. U noemy schedule and i shant blog further... Catch up soon!
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Thursday, July 21
4:21 PM
Till the End
All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you,
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true,
To hold, to keep, to share
*In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all I know
That you're come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friends around me,
Say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home
(repeat*)
We'll always be till the end
Going Crazy
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby,
nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now
I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true and no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you baby
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Wednesday, July 20
3:36 PM
Oh man.. Jus typed a long list of entry but in the end accidentally erase it by jus one button!!! Haix...
Thanks Kamsiah for lending me your Sociology book huh.. Muchly appreciated..
Hey Kang Wei, thanks for sending me Angel's friendster blog.. Hehez.. Will treat you one day.. Since u treated me and esther b4.. Well, jus read his entries over the past few weeks.. Basically it's on NDP (CJC's item: Act 1) and her dance group.. Cool sia.. Didnt noe u noe how to dance.. *discovered your talent* (Dance to all the groovy tunes(: ) Hey Sang Nila Utama.. Sounds great right?? I noe u'll love it... Feels so different huh.. Hahaz.. Well, continue to practised hard for NDP.. I'll be gluing my eyes on the TV on 9 Aug jus to spot you.. Hehez...
Ytd smsed Angel.. hahaz.. She told me she was in the shower.. Hahaz.. Handphone so precious or r u expecting a msg?? (In fact, i used to do that) LOL... Hmm.. Didnt chat for long cos she needs to study.. Finals are in 9 wks time! Study hard and all the best! Mine is in 1 mth time.. So fast.. I HAVENT EVEN TOUCH MOST OF IT YET! Congrats to myself... Hmm.. 1 mth definately not enuff time to study one.. Ytd was planning the timetable.. It's kinda short time.. Haiz.. Well, buck up!! Kambatae~!
Saw Serena at MRT station today.. She tot i late.. Sch start at 12 today.. hehez.. That explains why i came out so late.. Hahaz.. Love Wednesdays... She was saying that her another grade 4 student is having piano exam today.. All the best! She was comparing me and him (or is it a her) together... Well, his Sigh Reading and Scales arent that good... Well, jus because you train my sight reading well... My pieces isnt that good.. hmm.. I so agree.. I have to practised real hard.. I realli hope that piano exam doesnt clash wif my clinical posting or exam dates.. Pls pray for me.. Haix.. So many things are coming up within a month.. Haiz.. Semester and piano exam.. Oh man!!! All i wish for is more time...
Yes, wishing for more time and now wad m i doing?? I'm supposed to find past year exam qtns... Haiz.. So long, far well.... Au revoir!
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Thursday, July 14
2:33 PM
Had 1033 practical.. Andy Poh again... Hahaz!!! Well, actualli Ponraj better teacher leh.. Hmm, but he is good la.. A bit like ponraj.. Jus tt i think Ponraj can realli drill info into our brain... Hahaz.. Er, no offense! Saw the caradian.. Er, dunno how to spell.. It's like real human body but preserved for us to learn.. hehe.. No smelly compared to the previous.. Saw Dr Andy Poh putting on the gloves man.. Like so difficult.. Ms Gwen always say when we nurses go to the hospital, by the time we put the gloves half-way thru, the doctors already finished... (that means they put on gloves very fast).. But from wad i see, Dr Poh, like qte slow leh.. I told Est.. Paul heard.. He was like saying cos the gloves too small for his hand.. haha!! Still rmb that day at practical, Esther took so long to pur in the gloves... LOL.. Cos long fingernails...
Yay!! Ended class early today cos lecturer not here... Still rmb wad Cik Rithwan said in TKS.. "When i teacher is on MC, u cannot cheer but must be sad etc..." That was like to the Group 1 students in Sec1 when Mdm Tang was absent... hahaz... Anyway Marie u so good ah, nvr miss lessons.. Hahaz.. Except for Ms Gwen's.. So sorry we cant help u.. I think she forgot to tap her card leh...Cos she ask all the group leaders who are absent when lesson ended... Ermx, Paul didnt say anything.. So i dun think she put u as absent.. Not too sure.. If tt's the case, no point getting MC right??
Hmm, doing CMS ltr.. Got no mood to settle down yet.. Opps.. hmm, dunno leh, i used to blog very frequently.. But i think i should cut down huh... So tt u all can catch up wif my daily events.. hehe...
Miss all my friends... Yup, SRJC (band, Aura 2 n of cus 1s29), TKSPB etc.. Hmm, n NYPF'03.. Oh man... Talking abt NYPF, i so silly.. Always wonder why never see Teo Hui in school.. Hahaz.. Of cus la! If i see then must b sth wrong wif my eyes le.. Teo Hui went wif NYP Band to Netherlands rmb!!! Hahaz.. Saw FOng Yee the other day, she told me that practices havent offically started, so that means i can join!! Woohoo~! Hahaz, looking forward to it!! Hopefully Fong Yee will tell me when's the 1st practice.. Heard Mei Ying also in NYP BIT.. Didnt noe that.. Nevertheless, hope to see u ard in sch!
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Monday, July 11
1:45 PM
Thanks to everybody who remembered!!!Thanks for those friendster testimonials.. Havent approved yet but caught a glimpse of it!! Thanks a million!! NR0510... Hehe.. Touched!!! Thanks for the lovely gift u all bought me.. Realli love it... So sweet of u... Thanks for remembering that i love dogs.. I'm already wearing it!! Hehes... So sweet, purple in colour.. hahaz, still rmb that time when Shiqa told mi that the gift was for her "bf"... Hahaz.. I was like wondering when on earth did she haf one!? hahaz... In the end, that gift was for mi... So touched! Love ya guys~ Thanks and thanks again!
Was late for Ms Gwen's lesson.. Thanks to Marie la... She late.. hahaz, my fault too.. Cos i m willing to wait for her... But we were late for 1 minute... Ermz, we can b early one lor... Jus tt we took our time walking.. Den saw Bhinisa... And waited for the lifts.. So packed!!
Andy Poh's lesson was ok la.. Didnt expect him to teach us again.. Nevertheless, he still taught us,,, After another look, he is not that handsome after all though we were like saying it the other day... Hmm, Marie say he got the Manhunt look... Perhaps.. hahaz... I still prefer the 1033 lab lecturer that taught us last wk... He is the best!!! Woots~ Dunno wad's his name... Mr P_____.. Opps.. We all dunno.. But he is the best 1033 lecturer in NYP i guess...
Jus came from Ms Gwen's room.. So nice.. Hehe.. Eh, still havent show us ur hubby's pic... Hahaz., Her son super cute... Anyway, i think she likes precious moments.. Her table n cupboard full of it.. Got to noe when's her b'day.. 6 January!! Yes, and she sooo nice ah... Only take down Esther's b'day and not ours... Bias!! Kidding la... Hmmm, next time when her b'day is here, u guys noe wad to get huh... LOL..
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Sunday, July 10
11:19 PM
Was kinda disappointed in a lot of stuff... Ermz, feels very bad now... Thanks to all my closest frens.. It's like all those who r not close to mi remembered but those who r close to me seems like cant b bothered.. Utterly disappointed.. Haiz... Hehe.. So glad Seng Peng, Hui Mei, Div, Desiree, Hazimah sent mi msg.. Was surprised cos i didnt even expected them to do so.. Thanks so much pals! Thanks everybody!!
Hmm, think if u see friendster or sth u will definitely rmb wad day is today... Haix.. Sammie, Alex, Jamie etc... Nvm, i realli got nth to say le...
Anyway, went to church today.. Was late for service as usual.. Helping mummy wif PJWS... Hehe.. Joelle and Jeriel! Woots~ Yupz, love small kids... So sweet of Joelle and Jeriel to invite mi to their b'day party.. But we have YF BBQ.. Role strain!!! Oh man.. I wanna go for both leh... Sigh*
Had choir after fellowship lunch.. Learn new piece.. Cool.. Nice but high.. Anyway thanks Aunty Judy for treating mi!! Hehes... So nice to go out to eat together... Went back, took 29 from Changi Village... The bus driver cheat my money!! Arghz, so silly.. Nvm... Pretend as donation can le...
Went home watch Winter Sonanta.. Den go to 5th aunt's hse to visit grandma.. haha.. Auntie tested mi on lifting and transfer techniques... A bit blur on tt chapter... Opps.. Anyway more or less got the hang of it... Went to Newton hawker centre to eat dinner... The food super duper expensive... Advise u not to go thr man... Ermz, jus a small cup of drink cos u a bomb!! Daylight robbery!! Opps, we went thr at night so nightime robbery.. Hehe... Not filling either.. Dun think will b stepping thr again... Yeah, and thr got a lot of carpark attendant... Walk down the row can see got at least 3 ppl kena summoned... Oh man!!! Even a car who jus parked unfortunately kena summoned... Opps... Nice car somemore... Elvo i think, from korea..
Hopefully, i wont b tt disappointed after all... Realli hope that things turn out for the better!
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Friday, July 8
11:44 AM
In Eplaza.. Jus walked ard the entire sch except for business.. hahas... The engineering so big sia... So many blocks.. Their com nicer too... Haiyo... Today we late for 1027 tut... As usual... Marie's gp doing ICA but they late... Den Ms Yvonne was like saying us.. When got ICA, late 1 min also considered absent... Haix.. But she let us off cos she didnt tell us... Well, end sch at 10.. Got SDL at 12..
Went to 422.. Played wif the manikins.. Haix.. Having assesment soon.. So must practise... Anyway, roughly noe wad to do le.. All i haf to do now is to memorise the APIE..
Went to com lab to check attendance.. Oh man... Recorded absent ytd for 1027 lecture... But i wasnt!! Oh man.. I tapped my card lor... Ermz, izzit bcos we were late?? But it's not more than 10 minutes anyway... How?? Haix.. I wan my attendance to b 100% lor.. Oh no... Dunno wad to do le...
Haix... Tmr not going to beach le... Esther wanna study.. Haix.. My stupid leg also didnt give mi a chance to do so... How to go thr wif a horrible leg.. Wanna walk on the sand etc... Nvm.. Some other time... Marie, next time we go together k?
Doing my Computer Applications project.. Err, it's kinda confusing.. I dun even noe wad's written on the paper and wad r they asking...! I need help.. Anyone care to lend a hand?? Wad's Windows NT? I dun even noe.. First few qtns stuck alrdy... So jia lat...
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Friday, July 1
1:41 PM
Had ICA today.. Well, ok lor.. Not too bad neither is it too good.. Got a lot of things to say.. I think we like one of the longest group or is it the longest group? We took like 25 minutes like dat.. yeah.. Did role play... Qte bleh.. Cos i keep losing track whr are we.. I'm realli not concentrating man... I'm horrid!! All my fault.. I think i screwed it up..
Oh man!! I realli broke.. I dun even haf any cash wif mi now.. Not even a single cent.. Feel free to steal my wallet.. It's worthless.. Actualli brought $2 wif mi but had to pay Bhinisa for getting something from the class... Haix.. Realli broke... Fortunately Marie passed mi $3 cos i bought her 1033 book ytd.. Extremely hungry till i cant control.. Had to eat using that $3..
During clinical i realli screwed up... Ermz, nobody wants to practise first so i did... I tried.. I dun even noe wad to do.. Wad they say, i do... Oh man... So screwed.. I like anyhow lor.. I pity the patient.. Make him wet the bed.. Opps... Haix.. I'm not caring nurse... I am horrible and bad... I dun even noe how to take care of my patient properly.. Mayb becos of my 1031??
Yeah.. i guess so.. 1031 grades was qte horrid.. haix.. mayb i didnt study hard enuff.. or i guess i'm stupid... Yup, i think so.. i got C+.. And that's like 60-65%.. Haix.. In secondary sch, when i got this marks, i'm qte contented... But now.. It's so different.. I realli expected myself to do better! Oh man... I think my friends haf a high expectation from mi.. a C is qte unlikely from mi.. Though 60-65% sounds qte good but i'm not satisified.. Haix.. I wanna get at least a B.. Need to change the way i study le.. Must b hardworking from now onwards.. cant slack.. Even Marie say Branda can do better than me cos she's more hardworking.. Base on my L1R4... I'm supposed to do better compared to all of them.. Haiz.. I suck... I'm stupid!! Got no mood to b happy le... Silly 1031... I think there goes for my 1036 and 1033 le... Branda will definitely beat mi.. I cant continue to be like this anymore!!! Sorry.. Venting my anger here...
Must go and do CMS... Be more hardworking!!! Pls remind myself this!!
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