19Jan, Thursday:
Was supposed to meet up wif Alex mei but i think i was there late.. In the end, she had to rush off first.. Sigh.. Well, now she's putting up in Bedok.. hehex.. More convenient.. Ermz, but second thoughts, does that makes a difference?
20Jan, Friday:
Attachment is over!!! Well, mixed feelings. Happy n sad. Happy cos I'll b able to go back to school again n see my frens, no more shift work n dun get paid a single bit, no more cleaning of bedpan. Sad cos I'll start to miss my nurses!! Aww, the are the best people on earth.. I love Bernadette n Maricel in particular..I miss Bernie.. She's nice.. That day talked to her after i got her number.. Hehex.. Opps.. Starting to miss her already. N Maricel.. I love her gentleness.. She's always having a smile on her face. Aww, sometimes looking at them can ease my burdens.. Not that the rest are not nice.. I think they are special!! hahas.. I like Sharon (though she seems qte fierce), Devi (who looks strict cos she hardly smiles, but in fact she's nice), Marilyn (funny at times), Qin Fang (fresh NYP graduate) n many more.. At first i didnt qte like some of them, they'll make me frustrated, and often questioning myself "why are they like that huh?" Well, then try to compromise here n there, smoothing everything out.. Well, Ward 63C of SGH is really busy..!! Bedpan can occupy u the whole day! N mornings, bed bath etc.. Make u work like crazy.. I'm inefficient.. Take so long to complete taking parameters.. Gosh.. Terrible.. Shorthanded? I'm the only student there... N many nurses ordering you around.. Want to do something, there's always a call bell interupting.. Irritating at times.. 13/9 said some touching words, ended up crying in front of her n Kala.. *sob* A simple thank you can make your heart melt. Hehex. Gave my ward nurses chocolates n a card. I knew they love chocolates.. That day at the tea party, u can see them feasting on it.. Yummy yummy.. N a card i wrote, hope they love it.. Mayb pop by to see them one day!? Gave all of them a hug before i left... Going to miss them lots.
22 Jan, Sunday:
Called Angel, gosh i think we've been missing out qte a lot. Well, she was doing her ROM when i rang up.. Opps.. Sorry.. My timing has always been "right".. I think Charlene agrees. I was real happy the way she says hello to me.. So swt n cute.. Ok, think i'm getting head over heels over this.
Sometimes i think, who will realli be there to hear all my cries n joy? Not many.. One of which i could think of is dearie.. hahax.. She's like the only one.. Sometimes i admire her patience.. She n her mark.. Hahax.. We both share things in common huh..
got my new spects.. frameless.. well, many said i look nicer in it.. haha.. thanks! think i pays it off.. new looks in a new yr..!
23Jan, Monday:
Back to school.. Saw Dearie.. Ytd tok to her on da phone.. her house phone got pblm i guessed.. she hung up on me like 4 times!? Hahax.. Cant bear to hang up.. As usual.. I dun bear to hang up the phone... She told me next time wanna hang up must tell me 15 min in advance.. hahas.. This also happens to Angel.. I always dun wanna hang up on her.. Cos i dunno when is the next time i can call on her.. she's either too busy or her parents are like controlling her.. Now having break.. Boring in com lab.. Check my tonnes of mail.. Filling up my inbox.. I wanna be a better writer.. I wanna improve my English n mayb b a poetic like angel?
