Saturday, February 25
7:23 PM
How far can we get?
With you
By our side?
How much can we grow?
With u
Beside us.
How happy can we be?
With you
Around us.
We can never be what we longed to be
With you
In our sight.
The world is getting no where.
No where
Because of you.
We wished and hoped
But it is all futile.
We know the truth
That's right before us.
That we'll never be,
Like before.
What can we learn?
Anger? Violence?
Detestation? Despair?
All this were incalcated in our lives
With you who is the teacher
Of us all.
You'll never kno,
How it is like to be us.
You don't know,
What is the meaning
of love and belonging.
You'll cant seem to understand,
How much we've been through.
We craved for your understanding
Your respect,
Which you never did.
Thanks for being you
For allowing us to know,
How "great" you are
We cant wait to leave,
Spread our wings,
n fly far away..
Far away from you.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Went out to Raffles to see the M.A.D trio by Mr Damien n frens.. Hahas.. Oh wells.. Kinda felt so lame standing there. But I was surprised that Jerry can sing so many different types of songs. Mostly oldies. Definitely not for me. Haha.. But i noe some.. Does it implies i'm old too? Yeah, getting older. Was bored when i have to chill around n see them busy. Anyway if i were to help, i dunno anything abt sound. So pointless.. Ahhh.. I feel so useless.. I cant do anything well. Think Alex will noe. Even the simple Windows Media also cant get it right! How frustrating!
Been to the studio! hahas.. Not wad I've expected. And the band has lots of REAL things. Haha.. Mr Lim, I get wad u mean.*wink* At MacPherson Road. Near Conossa Convent.
We (mel, alex n I) were supposed to decide where to eat. We r speechless when this qtn pops up. Hahas..From Mel, pass to Alex then me. Cos I'm the guest. Thanks.. But not in this way.. I dunno wad u guys like plus I'm not a conoisseur. In the end, we've decided on Upper East Coast, Bah Chor Mee.. Mel's idea, but we (Mr Lim n I) finalised it.
And that scandal or i should say rumour is getting on real far. Even any tom, dick n harry noes abt it. Ruin NYP's reputation only. Ahh! But everyone makes mistakes. They deserve wad they did. I mean we all have to face the music. I really pity her, how to face the world? When the world knows her darkest secrets. It's so embarrasing! SOme say they'll commit suicide, i rather, plastic surgery. Change my image! But then, I wont b so silly to do wad she did either. Wad a waste to her bright future! N i have to say, her fren who hates her really smart. She can do publishing alrdy. Even ppl in US n UK noes abt it. Oh man! How small can this world get?
Now faced in a dilemma. Should join 2-4 percussion or not? I'm considering. Well, it's not a bad deal plus so flexible. It's more or gain than lost. But commitment n time? I alrdy no i'm getting no where. The more I should brush up some skills right? Since I'm jus a "bookworm". Do nothing but studying n playing the piano. N it seems i can excel in anything. Low sensation seeking lvl too. I'd rather b a couch potato that kind of me. I'm lazy.. I'm idling! Terrible. Idol's work. Okays, that gives me an answer huh? A conclusion... Should join? Guess i will b. Will go down to watch the gig performed by them on Sunday at Esplanade.
ANYBODY FREE ON SUNDAY EVENING?
Care to spend it at Esplanade Park at 5.30pm? A gig put up by 2-4 percussion. Pls support them! :)
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Friday, February 24
3:41 PM
Changed new blogskin. Have long waited the chance to do so.
Later going to Raffles to see Alex they all perform. Hahas. Mr Lim will b thr too? Hahas. I miss band days.. So fun. Yeah, band, only Telok Kurau Band. Been SR's band, not too bad, at least there's a sense of belonging there. I love the band camp. It is such a wonderful idea! To haf an orientation for the band members in a style of a camp. Ahh.. I miss those days.. Kel, Charlene, Desiree, YiLing, Evan, Jessica, Kim Peng, Zhu Zhen, Mei Ling etc.. Too many to name. But I have to admit, I was lazy then. Lazy to go for practices. But when i look back, it wasnt that bad. Compared to NYP. NYP's band is from evening to late at night. When I reach home from band, it'll b like 10+, 11. How can i studylike that? Plus, so many days of practices. Long hours etc. I can cope like that. The last practice was a disaster. I was asked to play solo. And hey, I'm sight-reading. N my sight-reading is terrible. So i threw my face in front of everybody. How can I continue like that?
Ytd, Mr Lim asked me to join 2-4 percussion. I dun mind. But can I cope again? I noe it'll b fun esp wif ex-TKS n TKS members. Haha.
I'm so bored at home. Stoned in the bed for hours. And havent practise on the piano yet. Will do that after blogging. Hehex. Excuses...
Attachment is coming. Ahh.. Dunno if it'll b good or bad. I dun wanna fail my placement! Opps.. And i hope the staff would b real nice! Hehe.
Marie is making some progress now huh.. not too bad. Closer n closer to eden now.. knows more him now. Hmm, all the best n rmb ur "pact" huh!!So cant wait for Genting trip. I hope it'll b great fun! hehex. My family will not b going! Only me n my frens! Hehex.. Havoc?
Happy attachment to all.... See ya soon.. And all the best for results!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd







fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Thursday, February 23
11:59 PM
Yay.. Finally the day has arrived.. The day of relaxation.
Well, actually i dunno why i keep saying i like post exam period. Well, not to a certain extend. Cos post exams= regrets for me. Regrets for not studying hard enuff, regrets for reading the qtn wrongly, careless mistakes here n there. I'm going to pluck out my eyes u noe! I'm so frustrated. I'm always reading the question wrongly. When they ask "what is NOT the function..." n qtns similar, i jus cant get it right. Cos i'm reading it as "what is the function of..."Must really pluck out my eyes n wash them u noe.. Haiyo. So terrible. I screwed it all up. Most marks r lost by reading the question wrongly or interepreting it wrongly. I guess i can do well. Ahh! Regret not wearing my new specs today. So at least i can read it better! See.. So many regrets...
And opps, I've spoiled Esther's slippers today by accidentally stepping on it. Gosh, I'm terribly sorry.. I didnt noe my legs were too powerful. Opps... And the super glue u bought is really SUPER! Almost got my fingers glued! A toast to Elephant Glue. Haha.
Went to Suntec wif Esther after our paper. Well, relaxing already! hehex. We wandered aimlessly.. My main motive is to go somewhere to eat. Haha. N since i havent been in suntec for qte a while, i chose it. hehex. Walked ard Suntec, up n down n up n down for so many times. Haha. Went Toys R Us.. Well, it's superbly big. Hahas. Anyway, they got lots of games. The kids nowadays r so fortunate.. But i'm sure they'll b stressed too! The world is changing. Studies may not b so easy for them. But wif those games to keep them accompany, doubt their life would b too bad. And we 2 wished to go back to our childhood days. haha. Played if the baby dolls n hear them cry, laugh etc.. Haha. We even went to compare which sounded more realistic. Gosh, we've nothing better to do. We even compared barbie doll's' face to see who is prettiest. K, we r lame! Haha. But so fun. We even glued ourselves to the XBox n play. She played a game similar to Daytona. I dun even noe how to play. Cant b a good driver too. I went round crashing the bins, kurbs etc.. Haha.Then she told me, "like that fun wad. If not nvr bang den so boring" haha. She's simply too cute for words.. Anyway, i dun even think of learning driving.. Cos in future, may I'll get my chauffeur to drive me ard (if I'm rich enuff to hire one) or mayb take public transport. Opps.. Walked ard the fountain of wealth. Realised tt the fountain is only permitted for tourist. That's so unfair. I mean, foreginers can get to enjoy things in our country where we, Singaporeans dun get to. Haha. Nvm abt tt.
Dunno wad to do tmr.. Free! Esther will b wif her bf to watch movie. Okays, looks like i'm available. Mayb going down to Raffles Link to see Alex do sound? Haha. And of cos, practise my piano pieces n choir.. Ahh! I hate it when u practise so much n cant get it right. Guess my practise habit isnt good huh.. But grade 5 is much stressful than grade 4 cos of the big jump. Jus hope can meet up to my expectations for exams.
Attachment would be here soon.. I hope this attachment would b better.. Hahax.. Though i qte like the previous. And i muct sontinue hoping i dun cause any falls or missing IMR incident again. Pls not!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Tuesday, February 21
11:45 PM
In the midst of exams now. But i still care for a blog.
1032 on Monday was qte ok. HealthBelief Model didnt come out. That's consideredgood but instead Theory of Reason came out.Gosh.. Haha.. I prepared more for HBM. But nonetheless i was abl to answer them. Thank God.
These few days, all of us have been mugging real hard including those who arent considered hardworking. Hahas. Well, a drastic change u can see in my classmates.Turning for better after realising the importance of studying. I envy Marie n Angelyn. They ar always so calm. Hahas. I noe Marie once said, she's calm on the outside but deep down--- stressed.Well, but at least she still appears cheerful. Angelyn, i think she's prepared for sub-paper. Yup, if u readher blog, u'll noe.
Stressed u can say. Spend amlost 70% of my time awake, studying. I need a break! I cant wait for the last paper! The previous study break wasnt like that at all!Mayb peer pressure? Well,time passes real fast when u haf lots to study. Hmm, a lesson to b learnt. Start early! Last min work wont work.
I really cant wait for last paper. Cant wait to relax. Cant wait to tak the breaths i used to take. Cant wait to go back on my usual routine.See how many cant waits? Anticipating my holidays! ahhh!! I'm sure this holiday would b a great one! Cps, I'm going Genting wif Marie, Angelyn n Tang Wee! Wahaha.. Out of S'pore! Hehe. Going to the theme park of cos. Wif them, u'll nvr noe the meaning of boredom. Only joy and fun. The r a bunch of ppl who live life to the fullest! Butmy hongbao money..... I cant bear to part wif them... Tang Wee too.. We both are.. Oh well, but I'm sure it's worthit all!
Today's paper. 1082, legal n ethical wif maternal n infant care. Gosh. Terrible paper. Jus like 1027 paper last sem. Tough. Anyway expected cos the lecturer alrdy told us at the beginning of the term. Well, many gave up. They cant even bother to study for it. I tried. Last min cramming is useless i say. Managed to browse thru all of them. There's 60 MCQ.. That's a lot. We shaded like mad. Not even 30 MCQs I'm alrdy exhausted. hahas. N the qtns r brain-racking. Haix. Dun think i can reach my aim.
Tmr's 1030. Pyschology.One of our class fav module. Prepared? err, i dunno how to answer that qtn. Jus tt, I studied all. Need to revise. My memory is real poor. N deteriorating. Waking up early tmr!!ANgelyn, Tang Wee n Marie cant wait for this day! Cos, they'll b able to see IVAN!! Hahax.. They r mad.. Mad over him..
1034 got lots to study. The day after.. Ahh..
Okays, jus realised that it's getting late. Cant spnd too much time blogging too... Got to go! To all SHS. All the best for ur papers!!! :)
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Friday, February 17
10:20 PM
1029 exam today. Doubt I'll get an 'A'. Had qte a few mistakes already.
Went out wif the ATMs (Angelyn, Marie n Tang Wee). Well, gone over to Heeren to look for Marie's Heeren guy but failed. He wasnt even working! Hahas. Was at Taka lib to study, take pics, listen to songs, talk, eat etc. Well, didnt really managed to study of cos. Wif the ATMs, it's expected. Now i noe Tang Wee is so much more handworking compared to the other two. hahas. Had fun though. Yeah, wif the chocolate cookie n soccer socks guy. So humourous group of frens. Non-stop visiting to the toilet, not that the toilet is realli clean or aromatic. It's bcos of mirrors. Simply mirrors! Taking photos in the toilet. Gosh. Yup, forgot to add that they r a bunch ho take pics non-stop too! If u look at Tang Wee's new phone. Her galleryhas only abt 20+ pics b4 we went to Taka. When we left the lib, her phone records 100+ of pics. Note the big difference. Mostly contributed by Angelyn. Hahax.
On the way home on the train. Angelyn was really trying to b funny n wasting my time. When I've reached my station, she grab on to me, and refus to let me leave. Made me travel one more stop to n fro. Naughty girl
Came home wif a headache. Doubt I'll b studying today. Head cant take it. Took Difenac.. Well, drug action.. Peak, onset, duration etc... Ahh.. Well. The pak will b at 11pm. Counted. N guess i need some slp. I havent been slping well the past few days too.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Monday, February 13
4:12 PM







fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Sunday, February 12
9:18 PM
BE a friend. You don't need money;
Just a disposition sunny;
Just the wish to help another
Get along some way or other;
Just a kindly hand extended
Out to one who's unbefriended;
Just the will to give or lend,
This will make you someone's friend.
Be a friend. You don't need glory.
Friendship is a simple story.
Pass by trifling errors blindly,
Gaze on honest effort kindly,
Cheer the youth who's bravely trying,
Pity him who's sadly sighing;
Just a little labor spend
On the duties of a friend.
Be a friend. The pay is bigger
(Though not written by a figure)
Than is earned by people clever
In what's merely self-endeavor.
You'll have friends instead of neighbors
For the profits of your labors;
You'll be richer in the end
Than a prince, if you're a friend.
I'm so looking forward to Valentine's Day!!
Yippee, can spend it wif someone soo dear.
Je t'aime.
Sentosa here we come,
A place filled wif memories,
Both good n bad...
A place where i can really pour my heart to,
Glistening waters n sandy shores,
Puffy clouds n scorching sun,
Children n laughter in the air,
Sadness n grief beyond the ends of the world.
Place where the time spent is worth more than a dime,
I love it.
I'm going there to de-stress!
Push the piles of books aside,
Relax and breath in wad u really call AIR
I'm anticipating,
I've been waiting,
Wait till i cant wait no more..
So let it b,
A day for me,
Precious time,
Spend between u n me! :)
Went to Conrad hotel to stay ytd (5 stars)
Yup, great! The bed is heavenly.
Never slept in such a nice bed in my life.
Once lie, u'll enter swt slumberland.
Took dozens of photos.
I haf to admit,
I'm really lame,
N bored.
Well, aren't i suppose to b studying?
The scenery wasnt exactly picturesque,
But the swimming pool at Pan Pacific jus captivates ur eyes,
N the bathroom haf an abundence of mirrors.
Took the pic of a rubber ducky -quack quack-
I enjoyed my stay!
I wanna stay in another hotel!
Gosh, I'm addicted..
Ate at the restuarant,
service is qte ok,
jus that thy need to b fast enuff..
Love the room so much that i cant bear to part wif it,
it was less than a day!
Haha, this makes me feel like going to genting,
going there wif my classmates?
We'll see if mum allow me to.
exams r coming! N i haf to b mugging.
Lots to study..
I'm going crazy!
N i haf to spend the week, studying!!
Fortunately took an off on Tuesday.. Hehex
I'm waiting..
N that special u noes huh?
We'll b crazy taking pics n stuff!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Saturday, February 11
12:59 PM
Blogging again. I haf been online for the past few days till wee hours of the morning.. gosh..
Anyway, studied the entire day ytd wif lots of breaks in between. But i'm proud of myself. Can complete so many chapters in 1030. hahas. Probably bcos it is interesting? Hahas.. oh well.. I didnt noe i can do that. Mayb wif God's strength in me huh.. Hehex. Went online in d evening. Yipee.. Angel's back to normal! SO happy for her. Hehex. Cos when she's happy, i'm happy too... She asked me, what does true happiness meant? Guess wad's my answer? Seeing you so happy, is true happiness to me. Haha. Wad an answer! K, anyway, saw Kelvin online. I didnt noe that SRband had so much problms n friction here n there. Gosh. Well, I have no right to say who is right n wrong, but i hope u all will b on talking terms ya? Hmm.. Tong How n Jie Wen..I didnt even expect u 2 to b together. One is my pri sch schmate n the other 1st 3 mths in SRJC. Okies, the world is small. Kelin, dun worry too much, as a president, jus remember to do ur job. Haha. Opps. I noe u will.. Anyway, to all SR pals, study hard n all the best for A's huh!
Ytd, was the collection of O levels results. I'm so proud of TKS! Well done to all of u! Did so much better than my batch. N Ming Jian, ur results were a shock to me! Hahax. Didnt noe u r smart. Ok, or mayb i didnt realise it yet. hahas.. To Alex: I'm so happy that u did well for ur Math! Congrats, n continue to keep up the gd work. I'm sure u can enter the course u haf been desiring to go huh. Biomedical. Hmm.. Not too bad. To Bastian: Well, choose the sch u think it has a conducive envt. I always welcome u to mine. hahas. Provided u like them. Continue to do well, n excel in the next chapter of ur life! All the way!! =)
Going over to stay in a hotel later. hahas.. Yippe! NO more housework le.. Hahas. But only for one night. That's pathetic.. hahas.. Oppps.. Anyway, going over to river hongbao n see scenery. Chinese new year is coming to an end. Tmr is the last day! Hmm.. Well, hope can study there too! Hehex.. Burn midnight oil?
Esther's coming to my house on Sunday. Yeps. So happy.. 1st time asking her over. Okays, study today till past midnight. I'm going to do that! haha.. Try to study as much as possible. Exams r coming.. Ah.. I hate to b reminded of that. Going to City Hall b4 that. I wanna go walk ard.. hehex.. oh wells.. Think i blogged for ytd events till tmr's.. Hahax.. Opps..
Got to go n pack my bag to set off for hotel!!! Hahax.. Yupz.. Take care ppl!! =)
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Friday, February 10
2:21 AM
Hardly ever stay up this late. Time, 02:20.. The clock ticks away.
Paul had a op on Wed, hmm, nvr attend lesson. But i guess his hand would recover well. Get well soon!
Dunno what's happening in Angel now. Hope she's feeling better. I want her to cheer up. Or mayb she's ok now? Hmm..I wonder.
We had ICA ytd as in 9feb. Damn terrible. It's like so bad. We did it last minute. N i think i pulled my group's marks down. So out of point. Oh man. But i haf to admit, we deserve it. Nothing to comment jus that it has lots of room for improvement n i hope my group would b more initative the next time round.
Last day of school. Good n bad. Well, it implies exams r near, mugging period! Ah.. N also, no more frens.. Well, at least dun haf to get up so early anymore.
After sch, went over to Bugis. Tot of catching I Not Stupid 2 wif Esther,but i think fate doesnt allow me to. Cos the timings arent right. ANd this is the 2nd time i encounter this situation. Arghz.. I'm not fated to watch. Thanks Esther for that reminder. End up window-shopping. So rubbish noe.No mood. I want to watch, but then.. Haix. Knvm, now not so interested in that show alrdy.
Went to People's park centre to eat. Celebrate grandama'sb'day. The service there is terrible. The waitress dun do their job properly. Think they seriously need more training. One of them caught my eye. She reminds of Qin Fang. Gosh. One of the outstanding waitresses there. Haha. And the food, wasnt exactly sumptuous. I haf to say my sisters haf a very small appetite! Or rather, I have a big appetite. They eat so little. A bit, full. It's jus the 2nd dish only girl! Horrid.
Came home,online. Ever since my com is well again. I've been using it like how i used to. Hogging it like almost 6hours. Haix. My exams r coming. Think i'll not b doing well if i continue to b like this. Flooded angelyn n tang's blog. Hahas.Okies.. N mer's too. Friendster testimonials for some.
btw, all the best to all who r receiving their O level results!!! Inform me ur results k.. Hahax.. =)
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Wednesday, February 8
10:46 PM
Went to marie's house jus now. Haha. Well, it's been qte a while since i went there. Haha.. Went there to sleep then study. Jus like the other time she came over n slp.. Hahas.
In sch, had 1029 lecture. Going bonkers already, so much things here n there. In a big mess.
Haix.. Tmr ICA, dunno how it will b like.
Cant stay online for long, need to go back to books... So much things to do.. 1082, confused state right now.. Hahax.. Opps.. Exams r coming!! Arghz..
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Monday, February 6
2:30 PM
Yipee.. I haf to thank my cuzzie.. Hehe... He so nice willing to spend time in our house to repair my computer which had been down for abt 8 mths.. hehe.. that's bad k.. So we had been paying our internet bills for nth.. Opps. K enuff abt tt, hope our com wont spoil again soon! Hehex..
Anna so great! Arghz, I'm going to miss her.. She's like a mummy to me.. Compared to my biological mum.. Oh pls!! Haix.. If u heard the statement she made ytd to my sister, i jus cant believe. Sometimes i think she does need to go for parental counselling.. She doesnt noe how to bring up her own children. Gosh... In lab, we were supposed to do our case study.. In the end, we ended up talking to Anna abt fingernails.. N i also proudly showed them my thumb ( only me in the class has it).. Hahax.. Kk, unique u can say.. Cos i suck my thumb!! Hahas.. I should b feeling embarassed ok. Anyway, Anna told me those ppl who sucked their thumb r obedient children who doesnt cry alot when they r young. Hmmm... Does it applies? I guess it should b a fact cos she says they (which refers to me) has a pacifier wif them which stops them from crying. K not bad.. I'm honoured in a way. I used to b criticised that sucking thumb wasn't good.. Ermz, yeah, i noe it's a bad habit. But as i said, it is a habit. Qte difficult to stop it. N i'm trying to stop this habit. haha.. Cos, i'm not a kid anymore. But i dun wish to grow out of tt age.. Opps. Kinda contradicting myself huh? But I'm going to miss Anna.. I love her. She's superbly, fabulously, fantasticly nice. wad rubbish m i talking abt? Ha..
Heard abt the big issue that has been going on in one of my closest frens', in nyp, blog.. Gosh.. Kinda sad for her. N it is like so serious. Hmm, this taught me a lesson, think b4 u leap, consider abt other ppl's feelings, b more sensitive. Well, I hope that everything will turn out fine.. Dun wish for anybody to b implicated. Pity them.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Thursday, February 2
4:43 PM
Ytd (1feb)
Haha.. Had a real great day. Was even thinking of not going down to sch for lessons as i had planned to go over to Heliconia (Wenqing's residence) for a swim. I'm getting fatter, gotta slim down. Unfortunately, silly "Virus" lesson is on! Haix.. Wanna skip lessons but i think it's so not me and i dun think it is right. Mayb I'm just too rule-following (or whatever u call that). Still rmb my sec 3 incident. Something that struck me n caused a change. Dun really wish to talk abt it. Guilt filled my heart. I was so down at that point of time where nothing can cheer me on n life seems to change for the worse. I tot my future would b ruined. However, wif God's help, I noe it is a way of improving myself. havent been sharing it wif anyone except for Samantha. My sec sch pals should noe abt it. Well, sometimes i think that i was wrongfully accused. But what's done has been done. I dun wish to b in a worse state anyway. Postponed my swim to the later in the evening when the sun would not b too scorching. Then Angelyn n Tang Wee were suggesting to go over Angelyn's place to study. Ermx, at first i was shocked.. Study??? Is it a joke? Cos they hardly study. Opps.. Correct me if i'm wrong. Ha. They are even willing to follow me to my station n wait for me to go back home n grab some books. So i decided that i'm inclined to their idea. (btw, I'm prepared not to study too) Before i left my hse, Tangwee called me n tell me that they r going to KBox to destress. Hahas. Ermx, are u stressed in the first place? Wells, I followed after considering that they are already waiting for me. So bad of me if i decided not to go. Went to Tampines challenger wif angelyn as she want to exchange her card reader. guess she got the wrong one. then headed towards lib, tang wanna use the internet to serve friendster. our sch com doesnt haf access to friendster.too strict in their limitations already. haiz.. anyway, angelyn created an account for me, or rather she created using my name. yup, password all she create one. haiyo.. sure can hack into my acc anytime. gosh. saw Jamie, Angelyn's fren. Well, she look sweet in pic n in person. If only i haf her looks. Outgoing it seem to b. She n her classmate, who i tot it was jamie's bf, came to lib to study. that guy i saw looked familiar n i kept staring at him. opps.. stares causes danger i noe. but i'm jus figuring out who is he n where i saw him. well, Jamie enlightened me, SRJC 1st 3 mths. Hahs. That's where i were. Went over to KBox wif ferdy tagging along n sing our hearts out. ermx, i noe i'm soft cos i feel bad. my singing is terrible. think the glass r shattering. well, i realised it was not of a problem when my confidence grew. hehex.. tangwee n angelyn kept singing Forever Love. I think it's their all-time-favourite. hahas.. You can hear it playing at least 5 times. I'm bored of tt song alrdy. pardon me. it's not tt it is not nice but jus sick of it. Ferdy hardly sang, claiming his chinese is not very good. i think it's ok.. u can hear all of us stuttering when it comes to some words that we dunno how to read. opps. but it is a good way of brushing up our language right? hehex.
Saw Teohui outside college store n talking to some guy. He looked familiar, however, jus cant figure out. Now i noe, NYPF'03---Iskandar. Hahas. Angelyn said Teohui doesnt look as muscular as i described but his voice is sexy. Wahaha.. Okies. Well, Teohui is nice chap. Realli nice n caring, suited for nursing cos he has all the prerequisites. K, i dunno how to spell. Anyway, i'm trying to improve my english. All my secondary sch frens english are getting better and some, way above me. Gosh.. Terrible.. Mixed too much wif Tang Wee? hahas. kidding. K, back to topic, Iskandar told me tt i looked familiar too.. M i the girl who jus came out of the college store? It's so duh n lame.. Hahas.. Oh man. But didnt noe he is tt funny.
Marie came back from china. I guessed her flight touched down in the wee hours of the morning. gosh. n she missed sch today. okies, got nth to say. she's tired i'm sure. well, n she told me she jus woke up.. ermz, time now is 5+.. hahas..
Today, groups 1 n 2 present neglience for 1082 ICA. we do not have any topics to work on except for neglience, but it cant b all of us presenting the same topic. it'll b such a bore plus i dun think we can score well. anyway, tried to find articles but to no avail. Fortunately, search thru so many webs n found one. hahas.. I'm glad i'm in that website. However, all the group members dun seem commited to doing the ICA. Branda n esther always haf something to see to. Jane n Mary are available but cos Branda n esther cant make it, how can we continue? Gosh, okies.. Nothing to say. N tmr the PRCs cant do for long. Think our ICA will get a failure grade if none of us put in some effort. Pls, i dun wish that to happen n time n again i've been emphasising abt the ICA.. It seems that no one bothers. K i noe i'm naggy, but i'm sorry. It's graded u noe.. U dun wish for a fail right? pls... Sometimes i jus cant take it. Even if we set aside time for ICA, we ended up talking n drifting far away from the topic. got nothing else to say. I'm stressed by it. Do anyone noes how i feel?
I've got 1000 n 1 things to complain about but i decided to keep it in my heart. why would anyone b bothered reading them anyway? it doesnt interest them. n not many ppl understand how i feel. so does penning it down solves the problem? you'll still haf to face it no matter wad.. Sigh n sighs....
Exams coming.. M i feeling the stress now? I dunno wad's my answer... i'm like in no mood for exams.. different feeling.. I wish i'm in cloud 9 at this moment. dun wish to think of things on earth.. jus throw them away n live the life that is best for me.
I miss Angel. But does Angel miss me? Hahs. Doubt so. I'm sorry Angel if u r reading this. I knew u wont miss me. U would rather miss your loved one right? I think I've asked too much from you n should put an end to all these. I wished you arent the one... But it happened.. I think i'm all to blame. Life just seems to haf so much faults.. N the problem lies in me.. I wanna change, change for the better. I noe i haf a stubborn character n expects a lot but wad to do? that's me.
I'm going to stop now. Think i've got lots of things to b done. This year didnt haf a great start after all. Haix..
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Wednesday, February 1
11:31 AM
Chinese new year is here! Fun? Exciting to some.. Not for me.. It wasnt in the first place. Never in my life do i look forward to it. Cos Chinese New Year means more nagging... Well, everyday life comprises of more than enough of naggings but when lunar new year is round the corner, there'll b more. cos that's when spring-cleaning is heavily emphasised! It is not that we hat to clean up the house but everytime we cleared our things, someone is always out there pouring her anger. Our definition of spring cleaning= Not cleaning at all to her. Haix.. So wad's the point? If we clean-up we'll b scolded jus as much as we didnt. Everyone in the household is jus as stressed as u. I think we'll b visitng IMH if u continue to b like this. Thanks for your GREAT contributions!
Well, on the first day of new year, we went visiting like any other chinese new years. Hongbaos? Haix.. Dun even bother.. Cos it wont b a lot. Well, is it becos ppl r stingy? Or mayb they're too poor? I dunno.. But i'm grateful that at least i had some. Went over to aunt's place where all our maternal relatives r there (except for a few who escaped to china-- guess they're running away from the distribution of red packets). Had a hearty dinner there.. Lots of ppl n food. Came home late n exhausted. Cant even b bothered counting how much i had and it is not worth mentioning.
2nd, went over uncle's place. yup, he educated me on some drugs.. Diazepan, propanolol n a few others. Hahas, full of it.. N injection. He asked me to practise on an orange! Ermz, i noe that's wad tv programmes show it, but i'm sure that's not realli right. U need to find the correct veins, it is more difficult than u think. cos some ppl veins r like invisible n will b suffering in ur hands wif all the poke marks. Ate KFC. I didnt noe Toa Payoh express KFC only hires deaf ppl. I think it is such a great way of using the handicap. At least it makes them feel useful despite their disability. Had so much to eat. N leftovers of cos..
3rd day. Went out wif my Mavis frens. Hahas.. Had fun. We were supposed to b watching movies. We did our homework, check the newspaper n internet. Jus when we decided on wad movie, sold out or selling fast is flashed on the screen. Ermz, then we drop the idea to sitting down n chat over a tea or coffee. We ended up having our tea break at TCC. Food is realtively ok. But the times spending talking is much more nicer than their coffee.. Hahas. We talked about school n life, how is it getting on. Went to neoprint shop n took a few shots. my cutting skills r horrid!! i cut the pics way out of place. okies, i have to apologise. hanxi treated me cos i only haf a big note.. opps.. thanks anyway. didnt noe going out wif hanxi is so much fun. talking crap n teasing one another jus makes our day. sounds terrible. opps. Took pics n Wenqing's camera. Val had to leave first. Hope she didnt get lost. started n ended well.. hahas..
woke up this morning. had a burnt while ironing the clothes.. kk this is terrible.. in com lab now. looking for articles for ICA. A hard-to-find article. Sighs. Nvm.. We can do it!!
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