Sunday, March 26
11:13 PM
Havent been blogging for a while.
Though having events everyday.
Friday went Wild Wild Wet wif ATMs..
Sun burnt..
My skin is peeling n peeling...
I regretted not putting on sun block.
Anyway, i like the colour.
Hoping for a redder one though.
But it's enuff..
Detest the after undr the hot sun effects..
Had a great time there though.
Excerised lots.
Swam against the big "tsunami" current..
Tough job.
Saturday
Went Marina Square wif Esther n Da jie
Ate at Makan Sutra.
Da Jie n I were arguing our way..
It's Makan Sutra, no it's Glutton Bay..
Usually there's a winner to each arguement provided both compromised
But for this, both sides won
It's Makan Sutra Glutton Bay.
Went over to Suntec n watch superband
Was qte tired of the big crowd
Walked ard Suntec
Sat at Koi Garden n see kids feeding Kois.
Admire the beautiful fish in the pond.
N back to Superband.,
Boring though.
Came back qte late.
She had a tiff again.
Why cant she compromise at times?
Learn to b more understanding towards one another.
But still, i'm not in any position to give comments.
I dun really understand the situation well,
But i guess, it's her fault
Think she should do sth to save her r/s
Aww.. I dunno how to comfort her..
Hope things get better somehow..
Mer's coming over,
Cos we cant slp over at Angel's..
Haha. Yay! Got company!!
Going to Golden Mile so early in da morning.
Called Bernie jus now.
Gosh, i disturb THEM.
Wadever they were doing,
dun wish to find out more details too..
Enquiring abt their apartments,
Havent find one yet
They love the one at Tampines
But a bit inconvenient
Anyway, dad agreed to give her my old cupboard!
Haha. How happy she was!
Jus hope she dun mind the spoilt back.
A bit torn n tattered.
Opps.. Cos got an owner like me,
Dunno how to take care.
Ate 2 slices of different b'day cakes today.
Celebrating Aunty Angie's b'day..
Advanced one.
Cos she's going Melbourne for Huihui's wedding.
Presented a piece cos it's gospel sunday.
Not too bad except the Altos got a bit lost.
Opps..
Kk, pen off now... =)
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Thursday, March 23
1:35 AM
Wad a day today! have been out almost the entire day... wow! Haha..
Meet Wenqing at 10 in the morning for swimming at her condo (heliconia). Which is so near mine. We had the whole pool to ourselves! Yipee. Big, medium, small, extra small n jacuzzi. U name it u haf it. Jus that their big pool is 1.55m. I'm short n tt's my height.. Had to struggle a bit. haha. At first we didnt noe wad to do cos i dunno how to swim. We cant swim laps. So in the end we played "catching" in the pool. Catching things that we throw. A bit lame n childish huh? But at least it help to pass our time n we got to move about in the pool. Hehex. Took pictures along the pool n in the pool. So cool.. Took pictures of our footprints n palm prints. Cool! Went for sauna in th toilet. Stayed there for abt 10min. Cos wenqing gotta catch her show on tv. It's was hot! Yeah, sweated enuff to contain a buck of water. Wow! Loving it!
Went up to her apartment n explore! Watch tv n much some chips. *hungry* Headed towards coffeeshop n grabbed our lunch before she visited my home. Haha. I visited hers, n she visited mine.
We both played on the piano.. Hers was much nicer. My pedal gave me so much of a problem. Giving up on my piano already. Lousy n old.. It's antique!
Called Bernadette n ask if she is free tmr. Cos i dun haf any plans. If she's off, probably we can go out tgt. Hehex. Then she was saying tt today was her off n she's going to view flats cos hers renting contract is due soon. It was at Chai Chee (which is so near my place). But she got lost on the way. Argh.. N we couldnt find the block too.. Didnt noe it was inside. Anyway, the place was kinda small, but she told me it's sharing between her n her fiance. But she says th bedroom a bit too small. But it's the same size as mine. Anyway, was still deciding. She wanted to view the other apartments in Simei n Tampines before she makes her decision. Went over to Bedok n had McDonald's for dinner. Beef fantastic.. Her treat again! Hahax.. She's always treating me. I feel so bad. Partially cos she's a foreigner n she's the oldest. She needs to support her family too! Ahhh.. But that was appreciated..=) Saw my buddy (jing Yi) :) Walked ard Bedok. Show her the place n commented how good it is if she's staying near Bedok. So much ammenities..
Went home. Came online as usual. Jocelyn wants me to play solitaire wif her AGAIN!! yeah, dunno play wif her how many games alrdy. So sian! I had enuff.. Getting sick of it soon if she continues to bug me to play wif her daily.. Ahhh...
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Saturday, March 18
9:54 PM
I met her today! I cant stop loving her. She's jus like a dime. I was so happy! Yippee.. Ytd was telling her how much i miss her n stuff.. I have to wait till 3 yrs ltr. But i got wad i wished in jus a day! Thank u Lord! =)
Went out to parco wif shin nie, elean n ismail. Met so many ppl on da way. Wantd to watch movie but gave up tt idea cos we havent much time. elean needs to go home n babysit her nephew. Strolled ard bugis aimlessly. Ha. Ended up in national lib. Went to the top floor n escalate down all the way. haha. Lame right? Had fun though.
Now online talking to shin nie. I was telling her abt angel n stuff.. At least there's someone who understands. I'm jealous of..... She noes wad. ha. Okays. I noe it's all over. :) Let's put our past behind huh!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Friday, March 17
5:16 PM
15 March: Results. One message received. " Your results are ......" I did better than last semester. Qte satisified but i believe there's room for improvement. Nonetheless, thank God!Esther did better than me. Alrights.. She haf the brains.. She can memorise things much better than me. *jealous* Hahas. At least i did better than expected. Genting haf to b postponed cos of sub papers. Oh wells.. Nvm, at least we still get to go. Angel is back! Gave her a call. Heard abt her life in Penang. Wasnt really interesting though. But her voice nvr fils to make me happy esp when she says "hello"! hahax. I love her lots, cos she's my angel n she's an angel. Hehex. I hearts her to pieces..
16 March: Lots of things happened today. Well, off plug for one NS man. Hmm, not too sure if we could off plug. Anyway, i did something so silly. Ismail saw. Opps. At least this NS man can tolerate the pain. The rest were groaning away for painkillers.. Haiyo. Went down to 63C cos Ismail wasnt wif me. Usually we will go back tgt, but he left early early today. Sister Low was there, she was surprised to saw me n tot that i transferred to 63. Well, i jus came to help. I was glad i came, cos i experienced a lot!Did last office with Fitrai n Adora.That patient had seizures b4 that. Bernie n I left home tgt. On our way out of Outram Campus, we were abt to part our ways, she told me she saw one of the patient walking out. So she called the ward n we also gave a chase. Well, i didnt noe wad to say if we catch up wif that patient either, but at least i did tok to the patient when i was at 63. Then we ran from block8 till MRT station. Finally caught up wif her. We managed to bring her back, though mayb in her heart she might b scolding us or sth. Well, at least we saved Devi from writing incident report. Walked back wif Bernie, i was begging her to allow me to visit her place, unfortunately she's stedfast wif her idea. But i insisted that i go over to her void deck to talk instead. Well, we walked n talked. Heard lots of stories of wad happened in her 4 yrs working in 63. So exciting that we couldnt stop talking. I think she's easily to bully, that's y she's always at fault cos everyone would like to put the blame on her. We talked halfway n then she suggested that she'll get changed n we head for Chinatown. I agreed. Cos i want to continue hearing her stories. We talked all the way till chinatown, had KFC, it was her treat. Thanks girl! Walked ard People's park n finally abt 8+ headed home. Didnt bear to leave her (sounds so mushy right?) But fortunatley, she promised she'll invite me over her new residence one day. It's a pact! =) Ended up eating at home again! Gosh, i'm getting "slimmer"!
17 March: Happy b'day dad! U're getting older! hahaz.. Yipee! Finally this day have arrived! Yupz.. Attachment no more! So exhausted during attachment. Most of us were.tired right from the start. Did dressing, assessed by CI. I was so afraid. I mean, i dun mind doing dressings BUT i didnt want to b assessed by her. Hehex.. She didnt come over n book a dressing for me though. I went to find for dressings! hehe. I wanted to do then staff nurse says, cannot. Must let CI assessed! Arghz.. Pls.. Nvm, in the end, we (Polly n I) did it. then CI came along n supervised. Stressed! Yup, n wif CIs ard, something will happen one. N guess wad? All my swabs n gauze kept dropping on the floor! Arghz.. Only when CIs r ard...w/o them everything will b fine! Haiz. Nvm. At least i passed! Thank God again. I was so worried that i must come back n replace again. I realli cant wait to get out of the ward!!! N if i were to replaced, it will definitely b a torture! Gave chocolates to the ward nurses. N another last office. Didnt get to perform. It wasnt even in my room. Anyway, it was time for us to go. Plus i did one ytd, i should let others try. cos not many ppl get to do it. Even those staff nurses who passed out for years havent had their hands on yet. Left wif Ismail again. He told me something that i didnt expect to hear. Oh wells, it was a waste! hahax. Anyway, there's still tmr! Me, Shin Nie, her bf, Ismail, Eleanor r going out! Yay.. Cant wait!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Tuesday, March 14
11:08 PM
Attachment is qte ok except for the CIs..
Is them that created trouble.
I think i felt this way bcos of THAT fateful incident.
W/o that incident it would b great.
But it is incomparable to 63C. Yupp..
Well, the staff r nice but not to that extend of 63's.
Today, wasnt very busy though.
Try using intranet n stuff.
Got lots to learn actually.
Jus that we r not pro-active enuff.
Got a few cases of NS men.
Well, they r not tough at all..
A bit only, pain. Haiyo..
Anyways, wadever the case, we still haf to take it seriously.
But u see, how can pain score b 8 n still walking ard happily?
It's ridiculous!
I like the students here too.
They arent bad..
Made qte a few frens in this posting.
Kinda close to them right now.
At least i feel more like myself wif them.
Yeah, n i pity them putting up wif my nonsense.
hahas.
Going out wif them on Sat!
Yippee.. Cant wait for it.
I feel bad to 2 of them.
Haiz.. It seems that i'm tempting them..
I'm sorry.. but i dun mean it.
U can ask esther too..
I'm always like that..
Sorries..
If i sent u wrong msgs, sorry...
Tmr getting back results!
Ahhh.. Dun want..
Can we continue to live in the life we r living now?
Haiz.. I dun wish to get back my horiible results..
I mean, i think i did badly.
Haiz..
But wadever the case, how much u wished, it'll nvr happen..
Cos u still have to get it back one day..
Haix.. Stop the clock right now!
Let's continue to live in 14 march 4eva!
Angel is coming back tmr..
I hoped she'll return safely.
I miss her. N i really do.
I always think of her anyway though i dun sms or talk to her.
She's always on my mind.
My beloved Angel.
Hoped she had a good trip to Penang for astronomy..
Wonder if she still keep her word by calling me a not..
Anticipating n hoping...
I hope she rmb!
Cos when she calls me, she'll always make my day!
No matter how good or bad!
Love her lots..
Aimez mon ange cheri!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Monday, March 13
10:09 AM
Went out wif Esther to orchard. Wanna get Branda's prezzie. haha. We walked ard Cine, Wisma.. Finally we found a top that we guessed Branda would love it n got that. Haha. Opps.. We didnt buy her any Japanese stuff cos she loves Jap. Hahas. Didnt really went to many places. We r jus wandering ard. Walking here n there. Bought marshmallows too! hhex.. Okies.. Saw so many ppl i noe in Orchard. Gosh, as usual.. Esther would say, "why u got so many frens one? EVerytime will definitely see them.. " Haha.. Yep, how true! Haha. Or mayb jus that most ppl i noe hangs ard in Orchard. Esther good la.. Called Mark b4 mtg me.. N guessed wad? Mark wanted to jio her out but then she alrdy "dated" me.. Now, she's blaming me. Yeah, then she tell me to feel honoured. Cos she gave up her choice to go out wif her gd fren for me. Hahas.. How nice!
Headed towards Pastor's place for exco mtg. Well, the skies were overcast n i didnt bring my umbrella along. Gosh.. But fortunately, God didnt let the rain fall before i reached Pastor's place. haha. Thank God! Had a 2hr long mtg. Covered qte a number of thngs. And lots to settle.
Dinner wif Jon, Aunty Poh Hong n Uncle Thomas. Wif my distant relatives. We were at Simpang Bedok (The Market Place) eating Mediterranean food. I've ordered fish hollander or sth.. Qte nice. I love the sauce. We also ordered satays. Not too bad. Hahas.. Was qte filling. Worth considering to dine in that place. It's jus like a simple hawker centre but they serve u like a restuarant. They sent me back after dinner.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Friday, March 10
10:46 PM
Frustration. Anger. Irritation.
U name it, it's all there.
Nope. I dun perceived it as serious,
But u do!
U the terrible one do!
Everyone detest u, u noe?
But u jus take it ur way.
Why cant u understand.
Or even put yourself in our shoes?
Is it nice? It is fun?
U made me worried.
U made me sigh.
BP is high,
n so is my temprature.
How much u comprehend
the situation that happened?
U dun!
U werent even there to make a slightest comment!
We do not want u ard us.
Jus by ur presence,
U made us all STRESSED.
Oh, pls fly away,
Dun bother abt us.
We do not want to haf anything to do wif u.
So pls dun disturb us.
I'm sorry but I'm harsh,
But i cant help it,
cos it's all that u carved
anger in my heart.
Attachment was horrible, like wad the above mentioned. Ahh.. We all hate the CIs there. Well, dunno why. Jus came back from SHS, all these happened. She is the trouble of it all. I m mean, but I'm sorry. If THAT hadnt happen, i wont b doing this. U made me fill up that form which i think it is useless.. So wad m i supposed to do? It remids mi of an offense slip u noe. Well, i dun even think u noe wad i m doing. Okays, i admit i was CARELESS. I forgot.. Fine, but everyone forgets too right? Dun tell me u nvr did? Well, mayb u cn say forgetting is not an excuse. Blah blah. Negligence huh? Haiz. Pls la. He didnt even suffer any injury. U r in no right to comment anything either. I m at fault as i always m. Wif a slightest thing, dun u think i wont reflect? I feel remorseful. It is worse than u think. I dun even mind starving myself to death. Sometimes i think life isnt easy. The life that God gave to us, isnt easy to live on. So much troubles this world have. My patient told mi, "I'm so old, it's worthless for me to stay on...." I cant really console him much cos on the other hand, that's wad life is. We wait to die... Come to this world to suffer n die. The world is jus our temporal place. But of cos we cant end our lif e but let God tak over our lives. He is the ruler of it all. He understands wad we r feeling. He helps us in times of need. Well, everything that i came to reflect upon is ALWAYS my fault. The problems lies in me. So wad can i do? I dunno why this life is so unfair. I hate to say, all these causes negativity in me. Nobody understand how terrible it is. Except for God. I have nothing to say. Jus sadness n disappointment in myself. I cant get it right. It never will.
They r together!! I guessed it right. Hehex. Well, hope things turn out better. I dun want it to happen jus like wad happened to me. I'm jealous.
As i said, life is unfair. Everyone has wad they want but for me, i dun deserve anything good. I dun mind dying n be wif God, at least, I will live in gladness, unlike this world. The smiles i smiled were not genuine. Deep down in my heart there's always something bothering me. A cheerful person on the outside. God is my strength. I should cherish my life now. Usually we hav to learn it the hard way. Yes, it's HARD enuff for me to take it. Pls put an end to all these. Cos i can take it no more!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Back to hospital. Ahh..
Yep, someone is having a crush on our nurses. Hahas. Gosh. Even reminded the student to say bye to her. LOL. K, we cant help but tok abt it. Even the SSNs too! Hehex. i was teasing Lim abt it, then she told me, why dun i get his number? Haha.. Oh ya, should get his number for her right? So silly me. But i didnt.. Wahah. Some of them say he is qte handsome. Not too bad la. A young chap. Early 20s.. Well, jus like Li Heng, finishing NS soon! ORD.. Yup, that's wad all NS men r looking forward to.
Saw one of my neighbours. I jus couldnt recognise them. hahax. Cos i havent been seeing them for ages. Got to know them thru their dogs. Yup, that's how i noe most of my neighbours. hehe. She came in for fistula. Gosh, kidney patient. Anyway, had a good chat. got my book signed. yipee! hahax..
n the CI came when i'm transferring patient. Gosh, made a blunder. Yup, right in front of her somemore. she for sure marked me down la! Forgot to push the step in. Haiz. Fall!? Oh pls, i'm grabbing him so tightly leh.. But who cares!? It's over. a lesson to b learnt.
Walked to MRT wif Ismail. Well, he told me abt Panda stuff.. Yah, the cute n lovely Panda. He keeps calling Panda my best fren. Nope! I mean mayb not for now. We r good frens. And him, so close to her, like couple.. Oh pls la.. More like HIS best fren huh? Send thousands of msg to one another. Know when thy bathe, when they come back from home, noe when they slp. Gosh, every movement must report. No wonder msg bill so high. Hahas. He likes her? *Ponders n analyse* He even asked me if it is weird for a guy to date a fat girl. Is it refering to ....... I'm not trying to say Eleanor is fat, jus that that first struck my mind. haha.. Wadever the case..
Angel is away to Penang for a sch trip regarding astronomy. Yah, go there see twinkle twinkle lil' stars. Hahas.. Oh well, miss her lots. Fortunately i drop her a line last night b4 i slp. If not i couldnt catch up wif her. Anyway, hope she haf a safe trip n enjoy herself. she has been exhausted lately w/o much slp. Complaining for insufficient slp. Yup, as her fren, a nurse, must obviously give her some advices right? Hahas. Oh man. Jus hope her weariness will soon b gone. U take care huh? Miss u n love u! Bon voyage. N she promised to give me a call when she's back! I'm so happy. I cant stop loving her. I love my angel. Aimez mon ang cheri!
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Wednesday, March 8
8:51 PM
Was on attachment (School Health Service). Went to Woodlands Pri. Which is so far away from my house. Must wake up early. Argh.. Anyway, the kids there are soo cute. Yup, n lovable too! I saw a 2 Adaptable monitoress. Aww.. So cute, jus like Grace. N haf i seen her b4? Or mayb becos she resembles Grace so much? Haha. Then there's another.So talkative. Well, P2 got boyfriend leh! Wad more me!? Hahax.. Oh wells, kids nowadays... LOL. Anyway th eye screning was so easy. To think that u spend the entire day doing that. How boring! I can even rmb the numbers k!? 5, 9,4,2 etc... Hahas. Madness. Anyway, tested my eyes, R, 6/06P, L, 6/06. K la, not too bad. The kids kept asking us, got injection a not? So eager for it huh? The canteen is real nice. But the serving is way too little or is my appetite big? But to find one toilet is difficult. Haha. Cos i was asking the pupils there. All give me different directions which lead me to nowhere. Fortunately, i asked the teacher. hah. The school is very colourful. Pics, drawings etc everywhere. So beautifully designed. th Lib too! I'm loving it! Haha. We saw the Audiometry too. Yup, but P1 kids take so long to comprehend. Haix.. Make the nurses angry. Me too.. Saw forward bending test. Not too bad. Tried to measure using the ruler. Got a bit. But still confused here n there. I pity the students. Got screened by us all. Haha. I wanna go back to Pri sch.. Can see small kids! Hahax.. So cute!
Went out wif my grp members today. At PS.. hahas.. N i saw Esther's bf. I was about to call his name. Then i think twice, ermz, m i that close to him? haha. Well, he walk like ah beng. Then i told Esther, she said cos i too guai. hahax.. Nonsense. Anyway, did our case study, but most of the time spend on eating n talking. But we got most of the things done. Ismail n Eleanor always arguing wif one another. Then i have to hear their crap. hahax. But i've joined in. hehex. And they seems like a couple. Noe each other whereabouts n wad they do. Oh man. And Ismail's nick was . Gosh.. Well, wad to say? They r mad. N so m i. . Was wandering endlessly in the mall. We didnt noe where to go. Eleanor wanted to find JJ's puzzle, but cant. Other places may have.. In the end, we decided for home.Too bad Fauzy wasnt wif us.. I'm sure there'll b more fun.Haha. Anyway, enjoy the time wif them. Was considering of getting us closer cos we can. A fun group of pals. But bcos of that person in the picture.. I'm not too sure. Haix.. Why is it like that!?
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Tuesday, March 7
11:06 PM
Blur is one word to describe m now. As i have always been. Hehex. Attachment wasnt very fun or great. Jus that the group is fantastic. Haha. Oh wells, but not to a certain extend. Cos... Haix.. If only he wasnt in the picture. But I'm all to blame. It was me who started it. So i have to face th music nonetheless.. Learnt my painful lesson. But will i still change? *ponders* I wished for wad i noe my wish wont come true. Ahh.. hahax.. It's over! Anyway, wadever the case, our group hangs well. Cos we r all mad. Haha. Yup, after SHS going to meet up wif them do case study. hehex. Dhoby Ghaut! hahax.. most convenient for us all. was thinking of going out if KW. But pig, KW dun feel like going out or rather dunno want to go a not. Haix.. Nvm. Tmr go project to do.. Well take up qte a while. N plus, i need rest too! Was thinking of treating.. The b'day baby ma.. hahax..
Toking abt SHS, i haf to travel real far tmr!!! Gosh. my place to woodlands.. err.. Ho m i going to survive? Haf to wake up real early! Thanks la. N they good.. make me the leader. RESPONSIBILITIES. Yup, hand up project to who? Lecturer. Which lecturer? we got lots of them. haiyo.. Nvr specify. Thanks for racking my brains up.
Didnt have a good start to the orientation. Boredom in that lecture hall. Wif the nursing manager dragging the time. haiyo. Naggy too.. And who says we were lost? u didnt tell us whr to meet. The web told us lvl3.. Err.. and so we did! Now it's our fault la! haix
But nvm.. Going to see kids tmr. I love pri sch.. hahax...
I'm as blur as a sotong now. SO confused.. tired? Mayb. Haix. G2g help me sis type summary.
fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Monday, March 6
6:45 PM





fOoTpRiNtS iN tHe SaNd
Thursday, March 2
5:45 PM
Didnt blog cos my com is down AGAIN. Well, this time not my fault. The modem have some kind of problem which we all dunno wad is it. Anyway, was too tired to blog.. I'm currently on attachment. Okies, 64 is in someway nicer than 63. The environment especially plus the items can b retrieved easily. haha. the difference in C class wards r tremendously B!G.. Yeah, cos 64 is a new ward. They can air cons installed, n i m freezing cold everytime i'm there. But, I love 63 ward nurses. They r fantastic! Yupp, so nice n loving, jus like a big family.. I miss all of them. N i really do!
but 64 is qte nice too. Qte a lot of hands-on that u can try on. Or mayb cos I wasnt taught the previous time. I did fleet today.. N i kinda screwed it up cos of communication breakdown. I was so happy that he did pass motion. Even one small piece, I'm satisfied. Hahas. K, but still the clinical chart have to put wif NO result. Arghz...
Did stoma bag too! Arhhh.. It's urine, watery concentrated brownish n some sediments. Arghz, okays... I'm blur, it watery stools after all! Haix.. Admitted after many confirmations. Have to change the I/O chart. haix.. My fault!
Cant wait to go for SHS. Yupp, it will b real fun seeing pri n sec sch kids. Hahax.
Nothing much to add. I hope that our sub paper wont crash wif Genting trip!! If not we may not b able to make it. Haix.. Okays, thinking negatively now. Screwed my papers. so terrible.. Lots of mistakes.. Worried for 1034...!!! I dun think i can even pass.. -pray- "Lord pls help me!"
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