Had turned one year older now. A year older, a year better? I really hope so.
Thanks for the many well wishes I've received. Deeply appreciated. Not forgetting those presents I've received too :) Compared to the past few years, I've been more blessed with presents this year. Thanks everyone.
Guess this year is somewhat similar to the previous years. That aura is still present. I thought things would have changed but it didn't. The same way I felt last year happened again.
Have been feeling rather confused lately. I aren't sure which decision to make, thus ending up feeling so vexed. The closer friends would know what i meant. Overwhelmed with a mixture of emotions. July is just not the month.
Was able to clarify matters with her last night. Alright, it's not really a misunderstanding. But at least I've managed to speak words that came right from the bottom of my heart. I want her to know how i feel and hope it doesn't happen again. I don't want to lose another, or want myself to end up being hurt. Relationships are just so fragile. So cherish the ones who you have now, tell them that you care.
So to all my friends out there, I care :)
Going through so many life experiences made me hurt countless of times. But I know it's part and parcel of life. Learning from past experiences and making a better tommorrow. I know who to cherish and I know who are true to me. True friends are indeed hard to find.
I love my sweeties
*hugs*
